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Recieved: 2002/07/22 06:44
Subject: [K-list] A Beautiful Mind Revisited
From: Lbra782595

On 2002/07/22 06:44, Lbra782595 posted thus to the K-list:

Greetings,

I watched this flick for the first time last night. It left me feeling a bit
disoriented.

Some of what Nash experienced was so close to what my second K energization,
I couldn't believe it. I didn't hallucinate like he did, but the paranoia
made me see "real" people in a completely different light. I was constantly
terrified that there was a conspiracy against me....not just the Russians
were looking for me, but EVERYONE was looking for me; trying to catch me in a
moment of responding to energies that it seemed that only I was aware of so
they could haul me off to the psyche ward.

It seemed to me like people were peices on a great quantum chessboard and
that we were manipulated by divine players in huge groups as easily as a
human chessplayer moves a single piece. I could step out of this control if
I wanted to, but when I did it made me look insane to others.

Sometimes it seems like it's a great balancing act--walking the tightrope
between the spiritual and the physical, integrating parts of the spiritual
into the physical while threading a path through those who are not "awake"
yet.

ACK!....ground.......ground...........

Jason B


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