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Recieved: 2002/07/19 10:08
Subject: RE: [K-list] New here and very scared!!! MEREDITH
From: Kathi
On 2002/07/19 10:08, Kathi posted thus to the K-list:
Meredith.....I'm reading some exerpts from that guys book on Amazon. It's pretty interesting!! The pain really started when I got Lyme Disease back in 95 but it has led to fibromyalgia. At least that's what the Dr.'s have said. Who really knows though!! ;) it's just AWFUL!!! I am hoping that I will somehow be helped through all of this that i'm going through now! Let's hope so anyway!! It's been so bad that I've thought of taking my life many, many times, but never would. Just feel like it! Do you suppose it is actually related to all of this instead????
"Meredith, Justin" wrote:what they are calling K is the vibrational experience, which can be a
precursor to OBEs - especially if you are experiencing paralysis! i know it
may be frightening to be paralyzed but it might lead to something better! is
the pain caused by the vibrations or is it something else?
-----Original Message-----
From: Kathi [mailto:moonchildpnATnospamyahoo.com]
Sent: Friday, July 19, 2002 9:32 AM
To: Meredith, Justin
Subject: RE: [K-list] New here and very scared!!!
Hi Meredith, How come we can't just hit reply on this group??? I've never seen that
happen before on any other Yahoo group. Oh well. Thanks for replying. So
you think it's just a precursor to an OBE and not K?? Regarding your
question of pain, the answer is YES!!! I am in constant chronic pain and
have been told that I have fibromyalgia. There isn't one spot on my body
that is without pain. What does that have to do with it?? Just curious! I
will check out that book you spoke of. Thanks. Kathi
"Meredith, Justin" wrote: Hi Kathi
when you reply to the K-List you have to manually - but i see that you just
figured that out so that is good. i was going to answer your question anyway
(isn't that weird?) because i am familiar with your predictament.
while i don't experience paralysis from the vibrational state, i know that
it is a common experience. i don't know if you are familiar with the author
Robert Monroe, but he describes this state exactly as you have described it
in his book "Journeys Out Of Body". you should read this book - it will
probably help you understand a little more about this state - as it is a
precurser to OBEs.
are you experiencing any pain from this state (my guess is that you are
not)? from a physcial and physiological standpoint, nothing is wrong. the
vibrations are really no cause for concern, there are a lot of people that
have this same experience. Monroe's book is a really good start for you i
feel on understanding this a bit more as it seems that you are having
similar experiences...
Hello Group! My name is Kathi and I just joined this group last night, because I need to
understand what in the heck is going on with me!! I'm sure you've all heard
this a million times, but please bear with me, as it's pretty new to me! All of this actually started with me back in 1972 when it happened a couple
of times and I had NO idea what K. was so it REALLY scared me back then,
when I was in my early 20's, but it's just now started happening again ALL
the time and although it still frightens me, I THINK it may be part of the
K. awakening, but I'm not real sure. Would like some advice on it, if
possible. First off, I've been having a LOT of brain activity, where it feels like the
inside of my brain is being moved around!! I know it sounds nuts, but it's
like someone is in there making adjustments!! LOL!! Then I get this AWFUL electrical surge through my whole being!! It feel's
as though a bolt of lightening is going through me!!! I am paralyzed and
when I try to scream, I can't! I shake and shake and shake, just as if I'm
being electrocuted!! Is this normal??? It's gotten to the point where I'm
afraid to close my eyes at night!! As soon as I start drifting off to sleep
it happens, so it makes me afraid to go to sleep! I think I may have even had this as a child, because I remember a few times
being so afraid that I couldn't speak or move and it always happened at
night. I don't feel any activity in my spine, though. It's always movement and
buzzing within my head!! Do you think this is K, or should I see a Dr.???
I had a dream a few months ago that there was something seriously wrong
inside my brain and that I was going to die soon. I don't know if that was
a prophetic dream or just telling me that my life was about to change. Sure would appreciate any input from anyone who is enlightened on this
subject. What in the world causes K. anyway??? Thanks for listening.
Love and Light,
Kathi V.
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