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Recieved: 2002/07/19 09:03
Subject: [K-list] New here and very scared!!
From: Kathi

On 2002/07/19 09:03, Kathi posted thus to the K-list:


Hello Group!
My name is Kathi and I just joined this group last night, because I need to understand what in the heck is going on with me!! I'm sure you've all heard this a million times, but please bear with me, as it's pretty new to me!
All of this actually started with me back in 1972 when it happened a couple of times and I had NO idea what K. was so it REALLY scared me back then, when I was in my early 20's, but it's just now started happening again ALL the time and although it still frightens me, I THINK it may be part of the K. awakening, but I'm not real sure. Would like some advice on it, if possible.
First off, I've been having a LOT of brain activity, where it feels like the inside of my brain is being moved around!! I know it sounds nuts, but it's like someone is in there making adjustments!! LOL!!
Then I get this AWFUL electrical surge through my whole being!! It feel's as though a bolt of lightening is going through me!!! I am paralyzed and when I try to scream, I can't! I shake and shake and shake, just as if I'm being electrocuted!! Is this normal??? It's gotten to the point where I'm afraid to close my eyes at night!! As soon as I start drifting off to sleep it happens, so it makes me afraid to go to sleep!
I think I may have even had this as a child, because I remember a few times being so afraid that I couldn't speak or move and it always happened at night.
I don't feel any activity in my spine, though. It's always movement and buzzing within my head!! Do you think this is K, or should I see a Dr.??? I had a dream a few months ago that there was something seriously wrong inside my brain and that I was going to die soon. I don't know if that was a prophetic dream or just telling me that my life was about to change.
Sure would appreciate any input from anyone who is enlightened on this subject. What in the world causes K. anyway???
Thanks for listening.
Love and Light,
Kathi V.

 

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