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Recieved: 2002/07/19 07:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kristy's fear rant for the month To: Kristy
From: Mystikstar33

In a message dated 7/19/02 3:04:15 AM Mountain Daylight Time,
stormymouse25ATnospammsn.com writes:> . All my fears resolve more around my kids than anything but then I guess
> that is part of being a mother and loving your kids soooooooo much, I truly
> want the best for them.
> Anyway this is my usual fear rant but I do feel better, within a few hours
> life will be back to normal (at least my version of normal :)
> Love and Light
> Kristy
>
> Kristy, when I first awakened, I was the biggest wimp there ever was! I was
> so scared each time I laid down or meditated, I would call my mom to let
> her know i was meditating for fear I would leave my body and never came
> back. You got to admit, the obes and all initially give you that feeling of
> dying. It is scary! Alot of what we go through is scary! I did the doctor
> thing too, to no avail as they had no clue what I was talking about when I
> mentioned my vibrations and all. Finally, had to just go out and talk to
> others at metaphysical stores as I knew it revolved around spirituality.
> Anyway, I know and can relate well to what you are going through, but know
> that with the visions and all that you will get from this increased
> energy/consciousness, that you are going to be an even better mom than
> others as you will tune into things that could possibly harm them before
> they happen. You will see how it all comes into play. Just hang in there
> and put the fears aside as they do nothing other than make the whole
> situation of sensations from kundalini rising worse. Do not fight it, go
> with it! Surrender each time you get all of these weird symptoms and know
> that it is bringing you closer to the God that lies within you. The
> electrical feelings you have I get too. In fact, this weekend I bought a
> lamp that apparently was broken by where you fit in the light bulb, so when
> I went to plug it in, I got a little zapped and yes, this feels just like
> how the energy feels in parts of your body at times. I get this in my
> hands, my feet, etc. The list of symptoms I have gotten goes into infinity,
> same as yours! I could talk about the symptoms all day, but just know you
> will get through them each time. A friend of mine has a saying, "If it
> doesn't kill you, it will make you stronger." Believe me, going through all
> of this and going it alone for the most part, does make you strong. Hope
> this helps console you a bit. When you get all of this, think of the emtion
> love and hang on tight to it, as it will get you through. Trust and
> surrender each time to the whole process, symptoms and all, knowing it is
> happening for the highest good of all, including your children. Much love
> and light to you! Cynthia

>
>     

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