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Recieved: 2002/07/19 06:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kristy's fear rant for the month
From: Lbra782595

Hi Kristy,

I experience most of the symptoms you describe from time to time, though
usually not so violently.

>It is so hard to relax sometimes cuz I look at my two daughters and I think
my god I >have to be here for them I hope nothing is wrong with me, I had
such a louzy >childhood I wont let them have a bad one, they are my life.

My first child is on the way and I have found a way to use this to assist me
on my path.

If K is fully awake in me, all the time, I will be a better parent, able to
guide my child to her own path. I want all these blockages I have to clear
out so this can happen.

It's like the biblical quote, "Pull the beam from your own eye and then you
can see clearly how to pull the mote from your brother's eye.

I was meditating out in my ashram yesterday, about sixty miles away from
where I live with my girlfriend. The energy became really intense and I got
the a very strong feeling that I needed to be home with her and my unborn
daughter. I got up, grounded myself thoroughly and drove home. There was
such a feeling of calm driving back--like I was so aware of the dangers of
driving and was identifying them well before they posed a threat to me.

I know that at least to some degree it's the protective father/male instinct
in me. But I am learning to use this feeling to help me on my path.

Surrender and Trust.

Jason B

http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm

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