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Recieved: 2002/07/19 02:24
Subject: [K-list] seeing what others dont
From: Stormymouse :P
On 2002/07/19 02:24, Stormymouse :P posted thus to the K-list:
Hello! Ok yes Im back but I have one other thing to get out that I have been thinking about alot lately. There is so much that goes on inside my little head on a daily basis and it really makes me feel so alone. I just am having such a hard time finding others that share these experiences lol there isnt too many places for me too look though. I see so much around me my hubby doesnt see it all I have no choice but to question it all, why I see it, why it is there, what does it mean? I see these little bubble like orbs really small all over there are thousands if you look outside, I can block them out but they are so fun to watch, they love to hang out near the trees too. Inside they are there too sometimes they actually seem to be watching me they will fly by in front of my computer screen and word for word read what I am reading ok lol now you all are thinking Im a nut now Im sure this is why I dont tell people about this. I went to the eye doctor cuz I had to get my eyes checked when this first started of course hehehehe well there were two of them and they seemed to be watching the eye doctor as he looked at my eyes it was amazing (yes my eyes are perfect health). Anyway it is like they have a mind of there own and they sometimes seem to travel together in like a little tube, and I mean if you look these things are everywhere. Then there are the larger orbs of light like about the size of grapefruit to soccer ball size they are a bit harder to see you have to focus but they are there and they are colored usually like yellow or blue or so they are so wonderful to watch sometimes they seem to glow. Ok it does get weirder now I see a duplicate for everything if I try it seems to be made of white light, it is sitting right next to the real thing. Then there are beams of white light creating shapes and structural looking things it is almost like I am seeing a glimpse of another world around me sometimes I think that is the only explanation for all this stuff. Sometimes they are shadows but alot of times they seem to be made of a white light. When I close my eyes I see my hands made of white light and when I open them I see hands of white light around mine. I see auras all diff colors around things and people some times they seem to move (only the white layer) ,you know if I try to move them on like a object or something (wont try anything living) with my mind the white aura will actually move it is unreal. What does all this mean? Sometimes I feel as though I am trapped between two or more worlds. It is so alone feeling I cant communicate with any of them, all I can do is watch them. Please if any of you experience anything like this I would love to hear about it, I have only had the priviledge to meet a few people that have these expereinces. I feel like my whole life is a secret I cant tell people this stuff or what would they think, I have to think of my kids, I just dont want anyone to think I am crazy. Ugh more issues here I know, they are always showing themselves. Ok this was really hardLove and Light
Kristy (lives in a world of skeptics and is sooo alone feeling)
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