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Recieved: 2002/07/13 12:39
Subject: Re: [K-list] Cuckoo shadow games
From: . A.S.A.

People think I am the looney who am happy in being..

But they are only seeing their fears reflected..
It feels hard sometimes when they bomb this on me and try to define me as mad or "not normal" or define me whatever.. and that I must to certain things and they tell me what life is..
And that I dont have any experience from society and "life"
(heheheh) talking to me from old running programmings.. Not seeing the forest for the trees..

Kinda entertaining too, but I am so sensitive in people trying to control me.. makes the flame burn burn burn.. :)

  I feel my mother is also fearing she is loosing control over me, cause since I dont take on none projections anymore..

Sheesh! Challenges now and then makes me stronger anyway.. Gotta sleep now.. Headache coming my way..

Goodnight, surrender the fight.

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