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Recieved: 2002/07/09 17:13
Subject: [K-list] Re: Thought Forms - yet more Q's
From: Doc Kunda
On 2002/07/09 17:13, Doc Kunda posted thus to the K-list:
Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
About giving up attachments and giving all to Goddess.I think I understand about letting go of attachments and
giving things up to Goddess. You are right, it is a matter
of heart. 3 years ago I did that with my insulation company
Start up. This is after 4 years of trying to force the
issue incessantly. I now await, live within my means, and
harbor with no qualms if nothing ever becomes of it. For
two years I mentioned it to only like 3 people while getting
other things in order in life. Yet I do continue monitoring
the terrain and awaiting any guidance and am ready to
proceed if and when need be. If it is to be, then the right
things will naturally happen to make it become a bigger
reality than I ever could imagine. it is not up to me.
>
> Goddess is bigger than all our ideas...
>
> I let go all my truths, and ascended. Know nothing, be everything...
> but the world called to me to continue my previous work, teaching healing.> Eventually, I did decide to return to the world and pick up where I'd
> left off. However, being egoless there was nothing to explain, no need for
> reasons or storytelling... I had to grow a new ego, to have the motive to
> tell stories, make lessons, explain things... in nonduality, stuff just Is.
>
> >
Here is where I may have confusion. You have said that
nobody else exists, except in each of us. (in non duality
that is). If also the world is already perfect as you know
it is, then why are you back in duality healing people and
not just telling them to "get with the program, they are
already perfect as is the world, and leave me alone to
myself?" Would not that be a valid answer.
You mention being "called by the world" which is not very
different from some things I write that you seem to
discount. Called implies purpose to carry for some action
or be available for some action, does it not? Is it the
tree from the forest syndrome I currently suffer from, or
just plain ignorance?
Mystress, you mention getting sick if you do not heal 100
people a month. Why do they need healing, they are already
perfect? Why do you get sick if you don't heal them. Do
these signals and leadings not dictate your routine and
drive your course while back in duality? Am I talking about
very different experiences in the exercising my course of
least resistance actions. Giving in to what you can not
control or ever fully comprehend. I see so many parallels
in some of what we say, yet am perceived to be so in the
dark according to some others posts and opinions, which
really don't matter, except I wish to not be a deceiver of
myself. That is why I ask on.
Hope my inquiries are not seen as endless rehashing of old
posts. The live interaction seems to be so much more
powerful than reading old archived posts.
Sincerely,
Light and Love
Doc Kunda
The Urban Shaman
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