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Recieved: 2002/07/09 15:54
Subject: Re: [Fwd: Re: [K-list] Thought Forms]
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 03:34 PM 09/07/02, Doc Kunda wrote:
> > Tell me honestly. How much of your process has been about learning
> > lessons, and how much has been about letting go of past lessons, outdated
> > truths?
>

>have to process that one for a while.

    Goddess is bigger than all our ideas...

    I let go all my truths, and ascended. Know nothing, be everything...
but the world called to me to continue my previous work, teaching healing.
I did not grok it, they are God too and do not need me... need nothing.

    Eventually, I did decide to return to the world and pick up where I'd
left off. However, being egoless there was nothing to explain, no need for
reasons or storytelling... I had to grow a new ego, to have the motive to
tell stories, make lessons, explain things... in nonduality, stuff just Is.

> > What you focus on, will grow.
>
>But when I did not focus on it or want to acknowledge it, it
>haunted me. I wished this upon myself? I am too attached
>to myself to cut it down?

You are not done with it yet. It is a growing phase. This too, will pass.

> > >It makes me feel free. It is like a Fractal, a beautiful
> > >and intricately complex self replicating entity! The
> > >Indigo in me asks why everybody does not do this. To not
> > >check that thought and to express it in earnest would be
> > >immature, self centered, and egotistical.
> >
> > LOL!! Ya got it backwards...
>

>LOL

    Ask the indigo question, of your heart... Why does everybody not do this?
    My answer: limitless manifestation values every kind of experience.
Goddess does not judge our enlightenment. Find your own answer, ask your
heart.

> > If you are not seeing perfection in the world as it is, then you are
> > stuck in ego.
>
>Do you think the form of this perfection will alter in time
>and that any of the participants are called to take an
>active role in this by allowing Spirit to carry out Its will
>through them to alter that form? Or is the phrasing of that
>question exhibiting dualism and makes the answer irrelevant
>to the eventual non duality mindset?

What? The question makes no sense to me either way...
Perfection is what Is. Your striving and seeking is perfection also...
in my eyes. It is the not-perfection you are seeing wanting to fix in other
folks that is the illusion. Perfection is change. Change is the only constant.

> >From what you wrote about the world being a sorry place.
>
> > there is quite a bit of ego perceptions to clear...
>
>Hmm.

    Goddess is all that is, Love is all. If you are not seeing Goddess and
love, then take the stone from your own eye.

> > This is fun... blessings!
>
>I agree!

    heh... I think I'd better get some housework done, too... :)

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