To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/09 15:00
Subject: Re: [K-list] Thought Forms
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/07/09 15:00, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 02:25 PM 09/07/02, Doc Kunda wrote:
>Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>
> > When I got over my disappointment and confusion, what remained was a
> > sense of freedom. Instead of being a slave to destiny, my future was wide
> > open...
>
>Why is it referred to as a slave to destiny as opposed to an
>eager player/moulder of the becoming of Life. I am not sure
>I understand the negative attributes I see attached to this
>thought pattern.
You are not a slave to Goddess within yourself? It is the kundalini
path. "Better a slave in heaven than king of hell".
Realize, I am a pervert and some of my favorite people are also my
slaves. When in duality, I am slave to Goddess. When in nonduality, I am
Goddess... and then there is nothing to do, nowhere to go and nothing to
fix. Eventually i get bored of the lack of motivation and come back to
duality for a while...
> That must be very obvious to those of you
>that do, huh? The disappointment and confusion for me
>evaporated when I embraced it and accepted it and decide to
>run with it.
Me too... then its purpose passed and there was joy in surrendering it.
A time for all things. Remaining attached to it and trying to push it when
it was not longer needed, would have been disappointment and confusion. I
go with the flow.
> Any failures along the way are just
>opportunities to learn.
Tell me honestly. How much of your process has been about learning
lessons, and how much has been about letting go of past lessons, outdated
truths?
I do not think life is about lessons.I think it is about experiences.
On a soul level you already know everything there is to know, you forgot it
so you could have experiences of being a limited human on a blue green
planet. Now you are remembering, so you can have new and different
experiences.
Know nothing, be everything. Lessons are an ego illusion. The highest
truths are experiential.
>If I can quote a politician and great leader.
>
>"Far better it is to dare mighty things, to win glorious
>triumphs, even though checkered by failure, than to rank
>with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer
>much, because they live in the gray twighlight that knows
>not victory nor defeat"
>
>Teddy Roosevelt: [U.S. President]
If I can quote a song by the Arrogant Worms (Canadian comedy band)
"History is made by stupid people.
Clever people wouldn't even try.
If you wanna place in the history books,
Then do something dumb before you die.
Nobility are famous for no reason.
Marie Antoinette enjoyed her cake.
She caused a Revolution when she would not share.
And her husband lost his head for that mistake.
The Hindenberg was a giant zeppelin.
Her makers made a minor oversight.
Before they filled it up with explosive gas
They should have fixed the no smoking light.
So, if your son or daughter seem too lazy,
Sitting there watching MAD T.V.
Just remember you should be quite grateful
At least they're not out making history."
So, what part of your ego is it that wants to be famous teacher leader
healer?
>Are you saying that I will experience something even more
>empowering or relieving if I just dismiss it?
surrender all attachments! If it is meant to be, Goddess gives it
back, better.
> What to do
>with the voices, coincidences that pile up to facilitate a
>vision.
What you focus on, will grow. Synchronicities can be self created. Thou
art God.
> How can you be a visionary type(not by choice) and
>not exercise the power to express vision through thought and
>action? Your recommendations confound me? Yet I am trying
>hard to see what I am missing. What don't I hear?
Delete all attachments.
>Do you think it would be of help to me, or just make the
>monster grow?
It is a good book, a fun one for kundalites to read. How should I know
if it will help you? ;)
>How can it be wrong/egotistical to have a vision of others
>learning how to live outside of the controls and measures
>that keep us from fully experiencing spirit and being free.
THERE ARE NO OTHERS!!!
What you see, is yourself reflected. Change the world by changing
inside of yourself.
The thread on partners certainly must have shown you that not everybody
wants to experience spirituality. Will you be the Jehovahs Witness waking
them up at 9am on sunday?
>It makes me feel free. It is like a Fractal, a beautiful
>and intricately complex self replicating entity! The
>Indigo in me asks why everybody does not do this. To not
>check that thought and to express it in earnest would be
>immature, self centered, and egotistical.
LOL!! Ya got it backwards...
> Therefore, having
>said that I acknowledge my uniqueness according to Spirits
>manifestations in my experiences. I acknowledge and praise
>your right to not embrace this particular monster.
Silly. I did embrace it, I have spent years at it, and at a level of
intensity you'd not believe... crashed and burned many times before I got
the message.
If you are not seeing perfection in the world as it is, then you are
stuck in ego. From what you wrote about the world being a sorry place,
there is quite a bit of ego perceptions to clear...
This is fun... blessings!
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