To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/09 12:07
Subject: [K-list] The Big Question re-stated/answered?
From: Doc Kunda
On 2002/07/09 12:07, Doc Kunda posted thus to the K-list:
--Shiva-- wrote:
> I am assuming that you wish to become a teacher?
You can tell? :-)~
>
> but, that was a case of 'I want control/victory over my enemy'....
> what happens if you do not have such an enemy...
What happens if you know that, I repeat if you know that,
and still choose to then dive into and play in and be an
active force in the beautiful drama of life with all its
splendor on a level that humanity can enjoy or benefit from,
while your enjoying the experiences of this journey. These
are other peoples perceived enemies or analogies for
enemies. Maybe they need to be used and slain along the
path of collective or individual growth to realizing they
were just paper tigers.
What if you have the psychic framework and power to do just
that, and do it well? Should you? Doc now getting sad.
:-(
Doc not sure many understand questions any more. :-(
I guess I will rephrase the question again. I feel a good
run on sentence coming. Take a deep breath.
If you can see/feel potential futures and the like before
they happen, if you have premonitions that regularly play
out, and you have over decades proven to yourself how to
operate in this way with many mistakes and missteps and
missed opportunities along the way (that's part of learning
an art)and if you've learned how to be an influential factor
on these futures/potentialities/manifest energies of
Life/Spirit, and you see other powerful and accordingly
scary futures potentially at hand(scary because the hit
close to home), what gives you the right to act on those
visions/energies and become an influence of magnitude, in
effect changing the world, or at least your own little part
of it.
Is it a right, a choice, or a duty to proceed? That is a
different way to put it. These visions are Scary because
they will require boldness and the risk of personal failure
is always a missed message/inuition or breath away. There
is no rest, yet the ride is magic. It is being on the edge
of life so to speak.
I personally feel this is everybody's potential manifest
destiny to not just to go around reacting to life and
situations around them like most do now, but to become
Kundalini/Spirit/Christ energized and educated to the point
of taking an active participatory role in the creation of
whatever they and Life are becoming. You have to really
cross your thinking between a good sci-fi movie and
Magic/Miracles to grasp the purpose/perspective I feel is a
spiritual birthright for each and every one of us on this
list and this planet. I would just call myself an early
bloomer or something. No different than anybody else in
absolute potential as a participant in Life. Most
definitely no better!
I must add that do not feel threatened if you do not operate
this way and or if you do not want to. I do not visually
see energy or spirit, like many on this list do, except in
deep meditation while in sensory depravation. Yet I have no
problem with all of you that see these things eyes open all
the time. It must be neat to visually see peoples auras mix
and to be able to see the energy of K when somebody is lit.
We are all very different which I think is so wonderful and
I appreciate all of you.
Although I still can't see auras I can sure feel them and
other spiritual/energy influences like a tornado when need
be for my protection or to meet anthers needs. And then
there is that darn small still voice from deep within your
being that can almost shout you guidance and instructions
once you learn its language.
Here is another bombshell. Two years ago a garment (a
bandana I had fashioned as a cap on my head) I wore became
singed in a very regular distinct pattern all around, while
I wore it, as if an energy field burned the material. No it
was not a 666. I was having massive K activity at this
time. I still have the garment. Explain that to oneself
in a less than stellar mental/psychic framework is
difficult. Showing the garment to and outing my experiences
to my 13 yr old boy have been empowering this year. He
believes and feels the Magic that is part of my
experiences. He always has felt it and will share this with
my little one (8 yrs old) as being who I was, if my time is
somehow cut short here. Magical and mystical stuff goes on
that there is no simple human explanation for. The approach
I take allows it to all be there, yet I do not have to
understand it all. Mystical mean unexplainable.
I am done acting and now am integrating my being with my day
to day activities and future. Years ago I envisioned and
advocated this integrated lifestyle. It is so contrary to
the conventional 9-5 we have had forced on us by society.
It is about discovering yourself/purpose and breaking
through by actively integrating that self into a positive
and constructive future dedicated to the benefit of your
fellow man/woman through the power of Love/Spirit done in a
manor that does not abuse non human life resources.
The Serendipity of life brings it all together moment to
moment. Knowing how the picture is coming together, or
exactly how it will look at each moment is above any of our
purposes or capabilities, yet bringing it together is part
of all of our futures, willing participants or not.
We(humanity) can chose to paint a beautiful picture with our
collective futures. Life taking action and influencing
Life through the energy and by the direction of Life. Wow,
Doc now getting dizzy reading that last sentence again.
Active participatory evolution of the massive collection of
star dust from long ago since transformed into the Earth.
What a long but beautiful play we are a part of.
Sincerely,Light and Love
Doc Kunda
Dare to be Different, Dare to Dream!
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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