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Recieved: 2002/07/09 10:09
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: So enlighten me already
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 09:46 AM 09/07/02, AnneChris wrote:
>Im with Holly at the moment.

    :) me too.

>Though having said that I reserve the right to change my mind.
>Who knows I might be called to be great spiritual charlatan ( is there such
>a thing) I mean leader tomorrow.
>I think virtually everyone on and not on this list will have had experiences
>of healing / helping others.

    Yes.

>I have been fortunate to have been part of miraculous recoveries, literally
>sight has been restored, growths have gone, attitudes have changed, but if
>im so great why hasent everyone I have touched got better????

    sigh. If the power is mine, why cannot I use it as I choose? Because
the power is theirs. "by your faith are you healed."

>I even opened a healing clinic with my partner because I believed that
>"God/Godess Higher Power" wanted me to, there was a lot of evidence to
>support my perception that I had a special gift. So 4 month later I burst an
>ulcer had to close had lost my life savings but still can laugh.

    The purpose was not to heal others, but to heal yourself... to get past
the savior thing. Road to hell, paved with "good intentions"
Karma follows responsibility... take on the responsibility of being a
"savior", you get too much karma and some sort of crucifixion is bound to
result. Been there done that... thus, all the best healers insist whatever
miracles result, are not of them but *through* them. You have to, or the
karma will kill you. How many Gurus died from some sort of liver disease
because they bit off more karma than they could chew?
    Responsibility belongs to Goddess, then the karma flows through...

    Whenever I am starting to feel burnout from the work I do, I know it is
because I have been taking too much responsibility. The weight gets too
heavy, and I find myself wanting to abandon it all like Gaugin, run off to
Fiji to paint.
    Surrender everything, responsibility, mission, purpose. labels,
titles... come back into balance. If it is meant to be, Goddess gives it back.Blessings...

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