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Recieved: 2002/07/09 07:20
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: So enlighten me already. <-- last public comment on this one
From: Marsha
On 2002/07/09 07:20, Marsha posted thus to the K-list:
Doc. Why apologize? Just be who you are right now. :)
Marsha
>Maybe I should change my style some, or go get a little more
sleep, or not open any more messages from this thread.
Sorry list, Mystress, and Moderators.
I shut up for now, at least on this topic.>
----- Original Message -----
From: "Doc Kunda" <tantric_oneATnospamnetzero.net>
To: "lavinaleone" <lavinaleoneATnospamsofthome.net>;
<K-list >
Sent: Tuesday, July 09, 2002 6:25 AM
Subject: [K-list] Re: So enlighten me already. <-- last public comment on
this one> lavinaleone wrote:
>
> A long response to my post that I will try and reply to
> points of where I can be positive and helpful, in private.
> Foe everybody though!
>
> Hi Lavina and List
>
> Lavina, I hope you wrote that long response before I sent
> you the don't take it at face value follow up note.
>
> It sounded to me as if you really were challenging me no
> prove something wondrous that I know. Your title "So
> enlighten me already." threw me that direction.
>
> I only know my experiences and how I have made sense of them
> in the midst of everybody else's. I have gone into great
> detail about many of these expereinces. Many have already
> found some answers in my story as I am told. I regret that
> what I have opened up about has not given you any specific
> help.
>
> I do not in any way know what info I might have for you, to
> enlighten you specifically. I don't have the gift of
> readings like that long distance. That is not how I look at
> it or perceive it. I can only tell my story of my pains,
> realizations, and hope that there are answers in my path for
> others who still are lost swimming in the same vaseline I
> was. Whether another's pains are the same, or the brand of
> vaseline is different we each have had to swim in I am not
> judging. I was not trying to make my pain sound worse than
> yours. I am saying I know of a particular type of wrenching
> pain and I know others experience the same pain for the same
> reasons as I. Everything I have to say about it may be
> totally irrelevant to you for that matter. I have extreme
> empathy for those who have had similar challenges as me.
> More empathy than for a paraplegic lets say. I have love
> for all, just a greater understanding for some. You may
> have experiences that I am not familiar with at all. They
> may have been more painful. I was not trying to compare.
>
> I am trying to provoke deep thought and challenge many
> peoples beliefs, not instigate retaliation or leave an
> uncomforting lack of answers. I go over the line as a way
> to provoke hard self analysis that may in the end prove
> totally unfounded. I ask myself similarly challenging and
> or seemingly absurd questions, just to make sure. I try to
> interject dry humor to get others to not take it all that
> seriously, yet I am being taken what now seems too seriously
> on many of my points and did not wish to provoke the type
> of exchanges we are having. I hope any offense created can
> be overcome. I am sorry for any misunderstandings I have
> created where people felt personally attacked. I am just
> challenging thoughts, not you or your worth as a human,
> which is infinitely priceless to those whom you are here to
> be a blessing to.
>
> Maybe I should change my style some, or go get a little more
> sleep, or not open any more messages from this thread.
>
> Sorry list, Mystress, and Moderators.
>
> I shut up for now, at least on this topic.
>
> Really!
> --
>
> Light and Love
> Doc Kunda
> The Urban Shaman
> OO XX KK
>
> Dare to be Different, Dare to Dream!
>
>
>
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