To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/07/08 22:56
Subject: [K-list] The Big Question.
From: Doc Kunda
On 2002/07/08 22:56, Doc Kunda posted thus to the K-list:
Now that some of the most recent threads have been hashed
over real well, there is a big question I have been saving.
Sort of a personal SOS going out right here. You will have
to read through this to get to it and possibly to understand
it. I will be as very brief as possible.
Let us imagine how I have described myself. Troubled
confusing early life that is now just considered testing and
training by Spirit. Mystical, Loving, Giving, and Gifted in
some ways. Envision my one day becoming a successful and
wealthy philanthropist from some of my work with
inventions. Let us also envision this wealth being used to
promote this 'Vision" of the future I see. I will let you
know that I have an acting hobby. I call it a hobby because
you can never take that industry or yourself in it too
seriously. If it hits, it hits. I have spent almost 6
weeks on movie sets and for like a whole two seconds you can
actually see me in two flicks. It is this exposure to
production that enabled me to produce the "Burn Test"
publicity stunt mentioned in the "re - So enlightens me
already" post.
Lets continue our vision of success, being able to use the
camera and the media for furthering causes. You have to
reach people on their level, and for most of them it is not
this kind of intellectual discourse, it is the movies,
drama! So let us also envision success in film, using grand
drama to captivate and educate great masses of the Dance of
Shiva, or the electric all empowering fire of Tantric Bliss,
of the empowering nature of the female elements in Life, of
true magic and the alchemy of souls. Let us say I thought I
had the power/vision/purpose/right intentions and good looks
(Embracing Spirit and managing K can do wonders for the
body, look younger now and am fitter than when 10 years
younger), wit, charm and providence of Spirit enough to do
it. What if I know how to pull these strings before hand to
help people overcome their fear?
Is that not cheating, or is it being real GOOOOOD, using the
apparent gifts and talents at hand?
Come on Shiva, I know you got something on this one.
Now here is the sticking point, almost to the Big Question,
real soon.
I mentioned right intentions, right according to who, me? I
hope not. These thought and visions, they come to me from
where? Madness? Mystical? Is it not all perspective?
How can one in this situation be sure enough to proceed with
their future in good selfless conscience, without
considering ones vision making one nothing more than a
charismatic charlatan? Is heart and motive enough coupled
with this "divine Guidance"? Who says mankind is going to
shift gears, except almost all of the mystical traditions of
old that all have envisioned such a thing.
I have read about great leaders of our past. I have heard
that they were great, not because they could react so fast
to adversity, but more so because they had already gone over
in their minds a thousand times what they would do in such
and such situations. Like rehearsing your role. They
visualized without end. I am gifted at visualization (big
big understatement). I have also read about the great
warrior being one who learns his enemies tricks/ways and
then when has learned enough, awaits his opportunity to
smash his enemy. My enemies are the darkness, confusion and
pain in the minds and souls of man. Infinite narcissism is
also a good trait for a warrior, one that intends to win
that is. I am a warrior for Light/Spirit and I pray, for
some higher truth and purpose, that will be beneficial to
mankind as a whole. Yet I ask again, is that enough?
"TO BE A GREAT LEADER, OR A CHARISMATIC CHARLATAN," that is
the Big Question?
Come on Shiva, a little help on this one about the greater
beings watching our game and not interfering all too much.
What, Just DO IT!!! Jump?
Remember I am asking the question from the perspective I
have framed. Please let us not get off track with bashing
any of the underlying premises. It took me real long time
to get over myself, I don't really expect you to do it with
two dozen rambling posts to go by, yes you! I am for
arguments sake asking you to consider the premises valid.
Thank you for your time and considerations,Light and Love
Doc Kunda
Dare to be Different, Dare to Dream!
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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