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Recieved: 2002/07/07 20:51
Subject: [K-list] partner issues :)
From: ami301971

Hello to all :) I have a sorta of question and commment :) i have
found in my personal life, that this spirtual awakening has caused
some interpersonal problems with my husband. when i first experienced
the awaking i didnt tell him right away, because i didnt know what
was happening to me. After some kind friends pointed in the right
direction, and helped me with the use of some reiki (which at the
time ididnt even know what it was). i began to share with him some
experiences, thinking that this would bring us together. it seems it
has not, he says things to me such as, "he is envious" etc. there
fore i stopped talking to him about it, i felt the negativity was to
great, these things i shared with him, were unusual. one thing i
shared with him was something that has been happening since i was
about four or so. i see orbs of light, i have my whole life. For a
long time i thought everyone saw them. it took a long time to come to
terms with it, and it was hard to tell him. Now it seems i have told
him, and nothing but negativity and bad feelings have come from it. i
really do not know what to do. i want to share this things with him,
but i feel like i am punished for sharing them. i tell him i dont
know much about anything, i know very little if anything.these
expeience i have he things are "out of this world" and i say they are
not. my feeling is some times , if you will , "God"( for lack of a
better word) is a seven course meal and sometimes "God" is soup and
crackers. the very fact you breathe in and out is evidence of a
great work :) anyway any thoughts would be welcomed, even if you
think its something i would not want to hear,please feel free.
sometimes the voice of wisdom smells like a rose and sometimes it
stings like a scorpion, but the same result happens....we grow
thanks for your time :)
be blessed in the light
ami

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