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Recieved: 2002/06/28 23:53
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: The Great DoG Scooby Doo [ Kenneth ]
From: Kenneth Chipman

Christopher and list,

Thanks for the feedback Christopher,

I went downstairs and rested for a while after posting that last note, and an answer came to me. This was it, The financial structures that fell apart were built on shakey foundations and it was for my own good that they collapsed. Spirit did not support them and the part of me that did support them was gone. As long the part of me that will dissolve during my 'do it yourself' near death experiences is the architect and builder of my illusionary financial stability then 'Kiss that place in the country goodbye!'

Sometimes it seems so much darn fun to play with, or act outthat part of me. I think that's a big, but not the only, part of what brings us into incarnation.

And BTW my NDE experiences have always ended up with me returning becuase of family ties or percieved unfinished family business to attend to.

For many years I dealt only with cash. Never debting for anything, and only having a credit card for ID and those things where you must produce a 'major card'. Then fairly recently, only a few years ago, I had the cash to buy land, horses & a mobile home, but had to borrow for ALL the services to this raw piece of land. Guess where I'm living now? Not on my big acerage. Guess where I'm working now? Not in a high paying trade in a booming industrial sector.

I had a house on some land (a rental property) on the edge of an out of the way village in an slightly inhospitable part of Canada but no job there. I sold it and bought a place close to my 'good job' and nice friends. Beggar with a bowl again! :) This is only the most recent of my many fun, starting over with nothing, experiences and I'm getting old(er) and crippled up.

OK, do I hear someone thinking, 'You haven't learned yet!? Whuts takin you boy!?'

Psst! let me in on the whut, gimme a jolt. I ain't got much to loose left cept my most precious relationships, and don't tell me money can't effect them.

I know, I know, put it all up for grabs. Go for a spin on the BIG wheel, if you really got it, you can't loose it. Do the dumpster dive.

The Goddess, she do funny little tricks to get my attention. 'Kick you in the knee, see if you like that. Rip you muscle, how does that feel, you remember me now, boy? You like them mountian walks don't you? How a little gout in the big toe grab you? You your ladies Golden Summer God right? Guess what, can you spell chromahemotosis? That'll make you golden all right!'

Bows in each direction and says 'Thank you very much. More please.' after each bow. Zen master has big stick if small switch not keeping student from sleeping.

Kenneth

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