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Recieved: 2002/06/28 17:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Kundalini
From: Doc Kunda
On 2002/06/28 17:24, Doc Kunda posted thus to the K-list:
> How does one know they are done? I thought (mistake?) that Kundalini
> is a life-force, life-sustaining energy kind-of-thing. How can
> someone know they are through if they ain't dead yet?
> I am not doubting, but wondering. Wondering how this would change a
> person, if it did at all.
> 20 minutes? holly cow. for something to happen so fast, how would you
> even have the time to know if he was gonna hurt himself or others and
> why would you be worried about it anyway? How would you know it was
> kundalini for that matter.
>
> Lavina
Lavina
When one first is initiated to Spirit/Kundalini, the energy can be mind
blowing. Any blockages in your Spirit body can impair the free flow of
Spirit/Energy. Hate, guilt, fear, worry, and every other negative
impression creates these blockages. If we let go of these negative entities
within us, then the initial process can go quickly. Sometimes it takes time
to let go of the old negative emotions and feelings we have been harboring.
Sometimes people refuse to let go. For some of those who refuse to let go of
their painful past, psychosis and major physical impairment can follow.
I had the unpleasant experience of watching somebody self destruct this
way. Poltergeist dramas concerning phobias (snakes and things) and the
actual full drama reliving of childhood rape horrors is just a small part of
what I watched her go through over the course of two months. This involved
full screaming and all as she envisioned me as her attacker any time I came
within 6 feet of her when she was freakin this way. This involved my getting
very bloodied one night keeping her from hurting herself while thrashing
around the metal frame bed. She always had no memory of the depths of these
episodes and I always had to relate them to her. Multiple, multiple visits
by the police, including once with me dripping and covered in my blood from
that cut above my eye occurred, where all we could say to the cops after she
came back to this world, was that she has bad nightmares. I believed then
that they would have locked me up if I told them the truth about Spirit and
Tantra and K and chakra blockages and all. Two of my spirit guides also
tried to communicate through her, but I could not put together the words from
of the automatic writing she was doing in quadruple time with her left index
finger in large flowing letters. She is right handed.
Mind blowing tantric sexual moments occurred as well before her final
fall(figure of speech, she is still alive :-). It seemed that controlled
rhythmic breathing (which happens during tantric lovemaking) and focusing on
each other and the bliss of our lovemaking was the only way to get through an
episode without it going whacky. A couple of orgasms later she would be
OK. I helped as much as I could, but she would not let go and went into
mental decline and then tried to then extort an ex-wife of mine. I had to
separate from her and she then tried ruin my life while in her downward
spiral, soon thereafter becoming a malicious and persistent stalker trying to
blackmail me. Almost cost me my job at the time and it did lead to
interruption of my right to see my boys for a while.
I have gathered that this is the exception, not the rule in peoples K
experiences.
Don't want to scare you away from seeking truth Lavina. Really.
After looking a what I just wrote I almost don't want to send it. I have
only told one person about this period of my life and details of what
occurred, and now I am about to tell the world. Well I guess it's time to
talk.
Sincerely,
Doc Kunda
Dare to be Different, Dare to Dream.
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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