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Recieved: 2002/06/27 10:17
Subject: Re: [K-list] so many sufferers??
From: Stormymouse :P
On 2002/06/27 10:17, Stormymouse :P posted thus to the K-list:
A couple of weeks ago I had a spontaneous samadhi experience and I
don't even meditate. Afterwards I began to get vibrations in my head
and chest region. Now it seems nothing is happening. Is it possible
for K. to be awakened and then to be put back to sleep. People make
it seem like once it is awakened that's it for life.
Hello! I had a one month break after my initial awakening and I thought it had went away but no lol it didnt and has been strong ever since.
Also, I'd like to make a comment without sounding insensitive. If
Kundalini/Enlightenment is a gift from above/evidence that one has
attained a certain spiritual level why have so many of you become
suffering messes. I feel that what I experienced (the sudden
samadhi/heightened intuition) came a point in my life when I overcame
such life obstacles such as depression, obsessive thoughts,
materialism, resentment, etc. It was as if I rose above all of that
nonsense and saw what life was all about and my spirit kind of lit up
as a result of that.
Awakening is a long road not meant to be easy, I feel that for everything good you must work for it. Kinda like no pain no gain. Anyway I dont consider myself suffering just have bad days here and there. K releases many emotions and repressed events from this life and others. You may have bliss some days but others are all about releasing and healing. I have had days especially in the earlier days where it was just wonderful I thought I was completely healed but I was naive back then lol and it hit me soon after I hadnt even started healing. I do believe it is a gift I look around me at the people suffering from all the past traumas and insecurities and I thank God for the strength and opportunity to heal myself. For me K is all about healing it isnt about waking up one day and thinking you are perfect because that isnt going to happen.
In addition, I really dislike using words like enlightened/self-
realized, blah blah blah. Because really there are many wise souls
out there who don't have any psychic ability. Maybe that is why most
people don't have psychic abilities. It only causes frustration and
issues that get in the way of experiencing life on this earth plane.
Anyway, people with abilities are in no way superior- we all get
these "gifts" anyhow when we die and go to the ethereal world.
blessings ,,nicole
Hello and I totally agree. I dont like using those words becaus I believe no living human is perfect what is enlightment? It is a term used by the ego. We are all human and can not achieve perfection untill we cross over. As far as being very wise I def do not believe it is all about your abilities but everyone has a special uniqueness to them. We are all on the same level, we are just working on different things. This is just my opinion anyway. :)
Love and Light,
Kristy
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