2002/06/26 14:03-Laura-Re: [K-list] interim report earning a living

To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/06/26 14:03
Subject: Re: [K-list] interim report earning a living
From: LK

On 2002/06/26 14:03, LK posted thus to the K-list:

Hi Folks!!

ahhhh, the money dimension. i am getting so royally confused about this
whole realm!!!! i just gave notice at my job to go back to school fulltime,
accruing debt, massive loans, very unpragmatic and reckless of me...and yet,
my heart tells me full speed ahead that this is my path, while my mind tells
me how irresponsible and foolish i am being by not respecting the rules of
money, that it does not matter what you need if you don't have the money to
exchange...

i guess i am growing harder times accepting my financial limitations for
stuff that would be nourishing and fulfilling and empowering...the training
to bring my employment into harmony with my heart, an environmentally sound
non-toxic vehicle, a home with fresh air and clean water in a neighborhood
that does not sound the air raid siren whenever there is a dangerous
chemical spill (yikes), no freeways for neighbors please!!!!!

alas

little things have become unlittly unnerving, like having to dress a certain
way or hide my lovely tattoo or what if they find out i don't shave my
armpits and like it that way (oh no dear god) or that i find my female
co-workers to be more attractive than the boys (doubly dear god with a few
whispers, luckily i live in california ;)

or if i am in a sad mood then i just want to be sad
or if i am in a quiet mood then i just want to be quiet
unaltered
allowed
unbothered
no shoulds

luckily, i think i have found my employment niche, but it takes time and
money to grow into it, and i might be broke forever afterwards.

how does indifferent money relate to faith??!! cause i got alotta faith,
lol. my faith tells me money should not stop me from manifesting my dreams
and my money tells me that folks starve for lack of it.

affectionately
irredescently,

laura the unwise

>From: druoutATnospamaol.com
>To: K-list
>Subject: [K-list] interim report earning a living
>Date: Mon, 24 Jun 2002 15:37:07 EDT
>
>Dear List,
>
>Ten people so far have responded to the "earning a living" poll. The
>responses have been very interesting :)) If there are any more responses,
>I'll add them to the totals.

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To: K-list Recieved: 2002/06/26 14:03 Subject: Re: [K-list] interim report earning a living From: LK

To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/06/26 14:03
Subject: Re: [K-list] interim report earning a living
From: LK