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Recieved: 2002/06/24 21:26
Subject: Re: [K-list] Evolution?
From: lavinaleone
On 2002/06/24 21:26, lavinaleone posted thus to the K-list:
I have heard these things said and when I ponder on them they
send my mind to reeling, still once in a blue moon things fall
into place with such ease that I wonder then how come it seemed
so hard to comprehend in the first place.
Taken by themselves these *If* factors can be very confusing, but
when I team it with an idea that all things are possible then
time and space do exist, simply because someone or maybe many someones
deemed them possible, and so they Are.
If we decide that we can separate All things happening at once, for
the experince of experincing a little at at time, If all things Are
possible then why not? I experince this life a little at a time.
for whatever the reason I am able to percieve it this way, live it
this way, remember it this way. Possible or no, it is happening. Not
to say it also is not happening, only that this is how I am
experinceing it.
So, Time and space do exist in my existance anyway.
If, for examble, I ignore time and space for too long my physical
surroundings will change and not be the same at all because, my
landlord, he believes in time and he owns this space. Whatever it is
that I am experincing, the concept of time and space do have
relevence. And that may be because I have given it relevence, or
because someone else, the landlord, has, none the less, it has real
relevence in how things work, at least currently. I don't know if it
has always been this way or if there will be a time that it won't be,
but it is the way of it now.
And I don't know, or should I say, I don't remember how to exist
without time and space. When I think about giving *this* existance up
in order to enter or create a world in which time and space doesn't
have its place I fear my wee little mind rejects it, not because I
don't believe it is possible but because I am for the most part quite
content with this existance even with the restraits of time and the
confines of space.
I read that our earth will not exist in 5 million, or was it 5
billion years? which ever, eirher way is too far in the distance for
me to comprehend, living here and now I think that the lack of
comprehension of time being illusion as an appropriate and intended
glitch that allows me to enjoy or dispise whatever I dream up to its
fullest, really dig into this illusion, as if it does matter. And, if
all things are possible then really, it does matter! especilly if we
are creating our own delusions, our existances, or lack of existances
make it matter, if we want to keep existing or if we decide to stop
altogether, might very well depend on it making a difference to at
least one of us.
Living in the here and now Within myself I have a strange
comprehension that I have been in existance longer than 5 billion
years. I don't have memories of other worlds or existances, past or
future, only a feeling that I can/t prove or disprove. It gives me a
kind of peace of mind when I think of my death here in this existance
to know that the span of time here and now is not so much when taking
into account how much time came before or how much comes after, it is
comforting to know how many hours make a day and how many days till
the next full moon or aproxamatly how long I have to seriously diet
before I hit the beach. The frightening thing for me is that maybe I
won't know how to return to This kind of existance. or that if I do
that the landscape will have changed before I have had the
opportunity to fully experience all that is here NOW. It is such a
wonderful world we or whomever has created for us, everything seems
to work with such precision
I think we as a whole must have worked and reworked time and space
many many times to create such a wonderful sandbox for ourselves.
I do sound full of myself don't I? full of ourselves. I guess it
could be possible that the universe is all by accidental events but
what fun would that be. When I look at the other places nearby I sure
am glad I had my accident here! Martins probably look at us and think
the same thing : )
Now if we could just find a way to play nice. I wonder if maybe that
is why we imagined time and space to begin with, Because we are just
that powerful and the universe so accomodating that we needed to
disect our existance more fully to appricate more fully what it is
that we have done, and what we are capable of. Not only of our
creations, but for our destructions also.
Blessing to us All whatever we be.
Lavina
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Mystress Angelique Serpent
<mystressATnospamf...> wrote:
> If time and space do not exist, what is evolution.
> If everything is happening all at once, what is progress?
> The more things change, the more they stay the same...
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