To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/06/23 10:17
Subject: Re: [K-list] Being Worked on
From: Michael

Hi,
    I asked "why" about a lot of things for many years... why did I go through what I did as a child, why did my life fall apart in the late 90's, why did I develop a chronic illness just a couple of months after an explosive "K" awakening, etc. I put way too much energy into trying to figure out "why". Only in the last few months has it occurred to me that "what", and "how" are better questions to be asked. "What" do these events mean to me, and "how" am I going to respond to them? I noticed a deep calm settle into my being when I dropped the "why me, why this, why that", and I suddenly had energy to focus on the consequences of all the upheaval, (both the "positive" and "negative", (relative terms, of course!)). It is the rare occasion regarding matters of the spirit, and the flow of universal energy when "why" can be answered concretely, and effectively.
Much love,
Michael
- "so... there I was... surrounded by the snarling howling hounds of
hell... I said "s'up hounds?"... "heh! nada!" they said... so I made
cookies, (oatmeal raisin)... and we ate them with milk and giggles"
  ----- Original Message -----
  From: el_bombastico256
  To: K-list
  Sent: Sunday, June 23, 2002 12:11 AM
  Subject: Re: [K-list] Being Worked on

  I ask, why not everyone? Why do these things such as k happen to
  some people, whats stopping everyone from having this?

  > > When it's happening I know that it's K, and that I do not
  > > control it. I have to say, though, I wonder why. Why me? Is
  this all
  > > because I've been good? Or I need to be better? Or I've lived
  ten
  > > thousand
  > > lives and only have ten thousand more to go? (Please, not ten
  thousand
  > > more.) Am I anywhere close to graduating? And is it true, as it
  feels it
  > > may be, that the lives get harder the closer you get to
  graduation?
  >
  > :)) Yeah! one of the first questions we ask *Why me*. I think
  it was
  > Susan who answered my query with, "Why *not* you?" LOL!

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