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Recieved: 2002/06/21 08:45
Subject: [K-list] throat chakra
From: Stormymouse :P
On 2002/06/21 08:45, Stormymouse :P posted thus to the K-list:
Hello! Had a strange chakra experience last night It was definately the most intense thing that has happened since K has awakened it took over my entire consiousness. I have a large blockage at throat chakra so I got this book Kundalini Awakening by John Selby it was reccomended. Anyway I started doing some of the excersizes hoping to help release this block I did a mantra just for a few minutes, that was the strongest thing I did so I reallly didnt put alot of time into any of these exersizes but I felt my K starting to rise so I stopped didnt want to upset it. Anyway it did rise but it was just a calm rise this time thank god so I layed there and tried to enjoy and go to sleep but as I started to fall asleep I started seeing shapes and not in my minds eye either in my real eyes. I did panic to say the least because I could feel some strong sensations coming from my heart chakra on up to crown unlike anything I have felt before so I tried to fight it but it finally won. My whole conscious totally shifted and I thought of Vishu something cant remember the word and my throat chakra started burning intensly radiating through my whole body. I started seeing visions of patterns they came so quickly it was like an explosion was happening inside me the visions were so fast and intense I have no idea what they meant but wow if I hadnt been so scared I think it may have been an amazing experience. Well anyway not sure what happened but I am thinking of trying the mantra again with a bit less fear although Im not sure what will happen if I let go it is a bit intimidating to say the least not knowing what did or will happen and is it for my higher good? The most frightning part is having no control at all over my mind and I tend to worry so much about upsetting already moody K. I keep telling myself that this is just like when the K first took over the lower part of my body and at first I will fear it but it will become normal before long and I will be ok but these sensations I have had the past few months the strong vibrations behind my ears and in my head seem to really affect my nervous system they can be harder to deal with than just the regular fear of something new. My mind seems to go crazy with activity when these things happen. Anyway would love to hear other experiences or input on this.
Love and Light,
Kristy
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