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Recieved: 2002/06/13 17:58
Subject: [K-list] More problems - Abdomen to Head Action
From: why

If you have read my earlier posts of my story, you might know what
I'm going through. A lot of it is a mystery to me. I'm still not
convinced it's a K experience. The way it is now is that stuff
(energy) physically gets pulled up from my abdomen area and is
stretched out. Shortly afterwards, I feel my head pushing in certain
ways internally. Like my mouth and jaw is pressured from the inside
pushing out. This opens my mouth. I feel stuff moving from place to
place within my face to my head. Sometimes I feel it pushed to just
the top of my head with the same pressured feeling. Sometimes, it's
pressured around my neck. This has been going on for a very long
time - over 3 years.

The problem is that my thoughts are trampled on. I forget things. My
train of thought is very disoriented. I hear voices internally. I
get heavy involuntary body movements that tell me to do things in
certain situations. For instance, it pulls my body back if I'm about
to work on certain things at work. Then a voice comes and says that
I don't need to do this because a certain contract will supersede
this. Well, I've been asking for the purist energy from God and the
purist energy from the White Light every day so I trusted this
voice. It was comforting but unfortunately I found out, very bad.
It's been lying to me and the problem is that I made some bad
decisions at work because of it. I feel like I'm in trouble because
I can't find my own thought process. I can't distinguish the voices
from my own thoughts, especially if I try to think of something and
all I hear is the voices... I don't know what is true and real.

Other words from the voices that I hear is that I will have kids, a
huge contract that will make me richer, and that they need to work on
my abdomen area to release this bad energy. The final outcome is to
be peace with myself and to loose weight since this type of energy is
blocking my digestion system.

I have a thought that this is a manifestation from my abdomen area
but I fear that this is not true either. I feel I'm in trouble.

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