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Recieved: 2002/06/07 23:56
Subject: [K-list] RE: Ego/Shadow/Nothing
From: Carol Battan

On 2002/06/07 23:56, Carol Battan posted thus to the K-list:

For me, this is called, "be friending your dragons." I have a small statue of a happy woman and a big dragon dancing together on my computer...

What an experience it is for me to learn to dance with my dragons! Life time, I'm guessing...

Carol

Message: 22
   Date: Thu, 30 May 2002 18:32:42 EDT
   From: LBra782595ATnospamaol.com
Subject: RE: Ego/Shadow/Nothing

Rich,

>The more I look at this stuff the darker it all appears. The lack of
>energy within me as closed me put me face to face with some of the
>horrors and demons within me. All the stuff I had been ignoring. All the
>stuff I didn't want to accept as being a part of me. Very ugly.

This is what we're all about. Seeing this and realizing what it is, then,
dare I say it? Loving that part too so you can let it go. My own dark
places are absolutely horrifying.

> So I ask goddess to lift this from me. And after a bit of a fight. some
>spasms and funny energy thingies feeling like rockets going up inside me
>and then exploding. .I finally give in..

>NOTHING
>That's all. That's what I was left with...

Surrender.

Jason B


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