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Recieved: 2002/06/04 04:25
Subject: Re: [K-list] I am new and say hello!
From: siska
On 2002/06/04 04:25, siska posted thus to the K-list: 'A' wrote:
> Hi, I would like to be a part of this group as I have been
> struggling with a k. awakening process alone for the past 12 years.
> The depression has been horrendous as blocked and powerful emotions
> have been forcing their way out. Terror has been constant.
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Hi - you're certainly not alone in this - some of us have a very tough path
with psychological breakdown of some kind or another over a period of years
(21 for me, though not ill all that time thankfully! But I have spent a
total of 4 years over that time period in a state of catatonic, comatose
depressive breakdown - severely retarded, unable to speak or move, highly
suicidial etc)
Keep the faith and stick with it - it's a fast track, deep deep painful
purging process you're going through with many chapters to it, but the
rewards are incredible and will gradually acrue and built up and multiply
etc etc. It's worth it I promise.
I do think it's to do with the times - many right now are finding themselves
in one way or another challenging deep personal/family stuff - inherited
psychology/traits/behaviours etc - breaking patterns that have been handed
down generations and previously unchallenged. Well that's my take.
Lots of love
siska
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