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Recieved: 2002/05/30 15:32
Subject: [K-list] RE: Ego/Shadow/Nothing
From: Lbra782595

On 2002/05/30 15:32, Lbra782595 posted thus to the K-list:

Rich,

>The more I look at this stuff the darker it all appears. The lack of
>energy within me as closed me put me face to face with some of the
>horrors and demons within me. All the stuff I had been ignoring. All the
>stuff I didn't want to accept as being a part of me. Very ugly.

This is what we're all about. Seeing this and realizing what it is, then,
dare I say it? Loving that part too so you can let it go. My own dark
places are absolutely horrifying.

> So I ask goddess to lift this from me. And after a bit of a fight. some
>spasms and funny energy thingies feeling like rockets going up inside me
>and then exploding. .I finally give in..

>NOTHING

>That's all. That's what I was left with...

Surrender.

This is the place where zen masters dwell. Choose a new name for yourself
now, because you will never again be the same.

Congratulations!

I look forward to the day when I will meet you walking there.

Until then..........

Jason B


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