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Recieved: 2002/05/29 18:48
Subject: Re: [K-list] Inquiring mind would like to know
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

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At 03:14 PM 29/05/02, Jill Jones wrote
> Yes, but will I stay? That remains to be seen. I keep trying.

We are a group of non competitive rugged individualists. ;)

> <<<< Sounds to me like you awakening is progressing fine, you are just
> giving away energy to discontent because you are comparing it unfavorably
> to other folks process. Why do that? There is no "keeping up with the
> Joneses" with K.>>>
> This strikes me as particularly funny, since my last name happens
> to be Jones! :)

That is hilarious! I hadn't noticed. Funny in layers, really... your
discontent is that Goddess does not meet your expectations. You want K. to
keep up with you! Good thing it won't...

>Truth is, I am dreadfully competitive, which is why groups can be so
>difficult for me. maybe it's precisely what i need to work on. I quit
>the kundalini yoga class i was in partly because i caught myself thinking
>"i'm doing this better than that girl over there." Bleah! talk about the
>wrong place for that kind of thinking!

    Heh heh ... yep. You have noticed it in yourself tho, so you are seeing
the forest for the trees. Just keep handing stuff over, with love. Don't go
beating yourself up about it.

><snipped>
> I know this to be true. I guess what i mean is *giving* the
> experience to creator can be fulfilling, or at least when I remember what
> that means.

We call it "surrender" and it is the prime directive of K. All you
need to do, really! :)
  Blessings...

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