To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/05/29 15:14
Subject: Re: [K-list] Inquiring mind would like to know
From: Jill Jones

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From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
To: K-list
Sent: Wednesday, May 29, 2002 3:37 AM
Subject: Re: [K-list] Inquiring mind would like to know

    Being a member of a group is inevitable. Work groups, family groups,
email lists, acquaintances, neighbors. Welcome to the K-list.
 Yes, but will I stay? That remains to be seen. I keep trying.

  <snip>
If that is all you want, take drugs...
heh, kidding... kind of... that can be a path, too.

 erf! not for me! ;)

 Sounds to me like you awakening is progressing fine, you are just
  giving away energy to discontent because you are comparing it unfavorably
  to other folks process. Why do that? There is no "keeping up with the
  Joneses" with K.
 This strikes me as particularly funny, since my last name happens to be Jones! :) Truth is, I am dreadfully competitive, which is why groups can be so difficult for me. maybe it's precisely what i need to work on. I quit the kundalini yoga class i was in partly because i caught myself thinking "i'm doing this better than that girl over there." Bleah! talk about the wrong place for that kind of thinking!

  >so that creator can experience creation, through us.

 What? Backwards, I think...

 Creator always always experiences every aspect of creation whether you
  surrender or not. Always there, always present, watching through your eyes
  even if you are deep in a self pity partly complaining about feeling empty.
  Experiencing all, judging none. Goddess loves to experience pity parties as
  much as peak experiences. You are the one who experiences the separation.
 I know this to be true. I guess what i mean is *giving* the experience to creator can be fulfilling,
 or at least when I remember what that means.

:)js

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