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Recieved: 2002/05/26 06:58
Subject: [K-list] Mirror mirror on the wall..
From: A.S.A.

On 2002/05/26 06:58, A.S.A.posted thus to the K-list:

Hi,

When I read over what I have written to the list and think about relations and mirroring and.. everything. I realize what my ego have been holding on to, it's crystal clear. I feel like a fool. :) Heh. But, "can't see the forest for the trees"..

Like this thing with Hannes.. A mirror of my own insecurity, I think I mostly stayed in the relationship out of insecurity, to have someone to share intimate moments with.

(Hah, Charles maybe that was why I even bothered to question you about wanting a girlfriend.. actually what I really did was asking myself)

I don't need that anymore, I feel intimacy with my Self. I dont feel a need for physical intimacy anymore, although I see it as a beautiful activity, as much else.
I can simply make a choice, if I want it in my life or not.
The need is gone.
The one and only longing I have is to surrender, be faithful to my Self.

I feel lighter and lighter for each day, and I get more and more insight.. the communication with Self gets clearer. Actually I asked what to do last night when I felt really fuzzy, today, I got the answer. Surrender. So simple.
I am so thankful that everything is taken away from me. More peace each moment.

Thank you all


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