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Recieved: 2002/05/22 04:11
Subject: [K-list] Dream with Vince
From: Cleocatras
On 2002/05/22 04:11, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:
> What is significant is that the playground has
> > strong and restricted
> > boundaries. Not limitless, instead quite limited. So
> > I would say the message
> > is that you can be free of burdens even in a limited
> > agenda/environment.
>
> That's cool. This rings true for me to read this.
They are
literal walls (and a ceiling). The dimensions are
large though, it's like a big playroom. And the
ceiling goes up like 50 feet.
The funny thing was when it first started, the three
of us were hiking outdoors, or so we thought. It was
like we were play-acting, pretending we were outdoors
... which of course is the essence of play.
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so what you are saying is that you can play life without much burden in a
restricted environment and still enjoy yourself, but you know it is only
restricted play.
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It was
then, as I began to lift off the ground and begin
levitating, that I began to see that the area had
walls and a ceiling. Which didn't bother me a bit - I
was having fun floating from wall to wall, up higher
towards the ceiling.
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it is at this point you see the limitation to your environment and your
perpensity to expand beyond it.
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For years I have wanted to
go to Asia, in fact my last four years in California I
had more of an opportunity to do so, but my priorities
shifted - and plus I had more of these different Asian
cultures "come to me" in effect, from meeting and
knowing various people from different places in Asia.
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still liking the limited environment well enough to quite debating with
yourself?
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I have felt for a time that if I go to Asia, I
wouldn't come back.
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yeah, so?
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It has been holding me back from
taking the step and doing so. Now I feel like I can
go, and I have this dream with walls that I get the
sense are a metaphor for staying (or being kept) in
this country. I know I have the ability to
'crossover' and walk on the other side, the point of
no return.
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a minute from now you will not be returning to where you were the moment
before.
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It is a mental block within myself, that I
am preventing myself from doing that. I am afraid of
testing it, to psyche myself up for making the leap.
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leaps instead of floating and flying?
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I don't know, I've "bounced around" inside the walls
of this country for so long ... that perhaps I am
keeping myself here. For a reason.
I see going to
Asia as a huge paradigm shift, and I know the
consequences within myself for such a shift. I would
become a totally different person, and I don't know if
I want to. I kind of like who I am. :)
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working with the elderly who find comfort in familiarity,
I hear this kind of statement all the time, especially down here
in Florida.
Are you so happy with yourself, or is it that familiarity overrides other
desire?
Every minute is another set of experiences plus processing old
experiences within the new context. Does this mean you are the
same person you were the moment before?
What things about you remain constant throughout time and locations?
What are you concerned about giving up that location is such an issue ?
Cat
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