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Recieved: 2002/05/21 16:40
Subject: Re: [K-list] Dream with Vince
From: Vince Mora
On 2002/05/21 16:40, Vince Mora posted thus to the K-list:
--- CLEOCATRAsATnospamaol.com wrote:
> Vince,
>
> Children in a pair ? Not necessarily your inner
> child, but maybe so... if it
> is boy and girl.
It is indeed a boy and a girl..
>
> Children have one quality that we sometimes forget.
> They are not overburdened
> with adult responsibility, stress, expectations. To
> be released from these
> and become more childlike, we shed all those things
> that pull us DOWN.
Very true...
> The
> rocks of course, are hard and unyielding... the dirt
> is barren and fruitless,
> and dirty.
It is indicative of where I am right now: my old home
of New Mexico.
>
> What is significant is that the playground has
> strong and restricted
> boundaries. Not limitless, instead quite limited. So
> I would say the message
> is that you can be free of burdens even in a limited
> agenda/environment.
That's cool. This rings true for me to read this.
My
> next question... if you could levitate, then why not
> levitate over the fence
> and into the "outside" of the play area?
Ah, sorry for not describing this better. They are
literal walls (and a ceiling). The dimensions are
large though, it's like a big playroom. And the
ceiling goes up like 50 feet.
The funny thing was when it first started, the three
of us were hiking outdoors, or so we thought. It was
like we were play-acting, pretending we were outdoors
... which of course is the essence of play. It was
then, as I began to lift off the ground and begin
levitating, that I began to see that the area had
walls and a ceiling. Which didn't bother me a bit - I
was having fun floating from wall to wall, up higher
towards the ceiling.
I wonder if the restricted space is a metaphor for me
and the U.S. - somehow I get the feeling this speaks
to my personal issue of staying in the U.S. versus
going out of the country. For years I have wanted to
go to Asia, in fact my last four years in California I
had more of an opportunity to do so, but my priorities
shifted - and plus I had more of these different Asian
cultures "come to me" in effect, from meeting and
knowing various people from different places in Asia.
I have felt for a time that if I go to Asia, I
wouldn't come back. It has been holding me back from
taking the step and doing so. Now I feel like I can
go, and I have this dream with walls that I get the
sense are a metaphor for staying (or being kept) in
this country. I know I have the ability to
'crossover' and walk on the other side, the point of
no return. It is a mental block within myself, that I
am preventing myself from doing that. I am afraid of
testing it, to psyche myself up for making the leap.
I don't know, I've "bounced around" inside the walls
of this country for so long (the western US
specifically, a lot of travelling throughout Cal and
the other west/southwest states) that perhaps I am
keeping myself here. For a reason. I see going to
Asia as a huge paradigm shift, and I know the
consequences within myself for such a shift. I would
become a totally different person, and I don't know if
I want to. I kind of like who I am. :)
Thanks for reading, and my love to you all.
Vince
>
> Cat
>
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