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Recieved: 2002/05/20 12:03
Subject: [K-list] wanting
From: bhutanbodhi

On 2002/05/20 12:03, bhutanbodhi posted thus to the K-list:

Hi all...who read this one,

I just thought i'd throw in a couple of comments, on this long string.
I too, am in somewhat of the same situation, though there is very
little that i want/desire. It isn't a matter avoiding the act of
desire, but maybe on the level of setting goals.

It is a sand paper on skin issue with me, since i refuse to play the
goal setting game. Of coarse, i would like to eat some fresh fruit
and vegies and have a place to stay so i can sleep. That is pretty
much my daily desire, though i have others that arise and i deal with
them the best way i can.

Now, with regards to relationships, i avoided relationships for a
long
time, was single for close to 7 years (I'm 26, and no i'm not gay).
I
had other "wants" that...well, got me to where i am now. And well,
being homeless and broke, isn't too bad, though a dietary needs and
weather are reaking havoc on this vehicle.

I would love to have (i don't mean having as a posessive act, i mean
in as an act of sharing energy) a consort right now, would she love
to
have me?

So to do some time traveling in thought, i return to old thought i've
always held. There is no point in seeking out a partner, she will
manifest when the time is right, i will not go to her, she will come
to me. But then using this equation one can easily see why i've been
single for so long. ~);-)

while i sit here listening to the black crowes a song off the lions
album...cypress tree...

take care
be well,
erik



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