To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/05/17 13:34
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Neurology
From: Druout

Dear Shunyatauk,

IMO, what you have experienced is a form of Samadhi. "Paralysis" is often a
part of this. It is accompanied by bliss when you "translate" it positively.
 Ringing and other sounds in the ears are also very common. I call the
"insights" "understandings." I'd be curious to hear more of these to add to
my "understandings" list! :))

 Just like with LSD, once you relax and go with the flow, the experience
becomes a positive one. But I agree, it sure is scary at first when we don't
know if we will pass through it ok--especially because we know we haven't
taken any drug. Surrender is always the key, though. But the fear often
prevents us from that surrender. I think that's why some people say that
gurus are necessary--just like guides with LSD--they know what is transpiring
and can get you through it. I feel this list is sort of a collective guru!
:))

Love, Hillary

In a message dated 5/14/2002 12:44:17 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
shunyataukATnospamyahoo.co.uk writes:

> I thought I had some kind of seizure
> > disorder and have had brain studies which mostly were
> unremarkable.
>
> Last year I had(chose) to stop chanting because I was experiencing
> some ridiculous seizures that, to be very honest, scared the living
> shit out of me. After a while they happened without chanting, just
> needing me to slip into a more aware state. They were accompanied
> with a high pitch ringing in my ear that I thought could have been
> titinus(it wasnt), and my whole body was unable to move an inch. When
> I relaxed and let the 'thing' take over, I was presented with certain
> visual and auditory 'insights' that were only ever once concluded.
> The rest I was to frightened to let the film play the reel, and had
> to force myself out of them; a very demanding and difficult thing to
> do, like pulling oneself out of a sea of liquid tar.
> I went to the Dr, and all they could suggest was LSD flashbacks. At
> the time I thought I must have had a tumor or something biologically
> explainable.
> It is tempting to remember them as sleeping experiences as I they
> happened in my bed, though I am as sure as sure could be that I was
> never asleep, only relaxing.
> I stopped them by closing myself up fo a fair while. Never did get
> to the bottom of it.
>
> Do you have 'visions' while they are happening, or what?
>
> Love and knowledge
> Shunyatuk
>

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