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Recieved: 2002/05/16 09:46
Subject: Re: [K-list] boundaries was MAs Comments on 993
From: LK

Hi Mystress and list,

what you said about sensitivity to projections strongly reverberated with
me. lately i have been working on developing strong boundaries and
groundedness to fortify so that i can protect myself from the constant
chameleoning and then struggling to dig myself out of the mire of
identification to simply arrive back at my own clarity of self.

if i have/had a tragic flaw, this is it. it has made a good deal of social
interaction challenging and uncomfortable. tho on the up side, i guess that
i have learned alot about accepting all that i am or possibly am with
gentleness, about seeing my own projections, and about respecting others
free will to see what they see in me without my wellbeing becoming
threatened (or without my needing to change their projection for my own
safety, fulfillment, and peace of self)...that i do not need to be
comfortably reflected or projected by another in order to sturdily reflect
myself.

this is hard. i am not good at it yet. esp in the presence of a strong
projection. i get thrown off balance easily, my hands still get clammy with
anxiousness. i learned not to have boundaries, or to hide from folks
entirely if i could as my only means of creating a boundary (that route
became challenging because you exist with no human support).

i don't even really know yet what i mean by good boundaries or how that
would feel, tho i am trying to gently visualize it.

i do know that god-dess has it handled because i have noticed, asked, and
consented to growing in this way. but any advice or wisdom or shared stories
anyone??

all growing pains and awkwardness,

post-pubescently,
laura

>From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mystressATnospamfire-serpent.com>
> I am
>very sensitive to projections... if I am not mindful, I get caught in them.
>
> I was an excellent Pro-Dom, world famous because of a single talent...
>to read their minds, accept the projections and become the Dominant Goddess
>of my clients dreams. Really, a slave to who they wanted me to be. I don't
>do that anymore. To my own Self be true... the projections can return to
>sender.
>
>

"If a tree wants to reach to the sky, its roots need to go to the very hell"
Nietzsche

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