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Recieved: 2002/05/14 12:40
Subject: [K-list] Re: Neurology
From: shunyatauk

On 2002/05/14 12:40, shunyatauk posted thus to the K-list:

I thought I had some kind of seizure
> disorder and have had brain studies which mostly were
unremarkable.

 Last year I had(chose) to stop chanting because I was experiencing
some ridiculous seizures that, to be very honest, scared the living
shit out of me. After a while they happened without chanting, just
needing me to slip into a more aware state. They were accompanied
with a high pitch ringing in my ear that I thought could have been
titinus(it wasnt), and my whole body was unable to move an inch. When
I relaxed and let the 'thing' take over, I was presented with certain
visual and auditory 'insights' that were only ever once concluded.
The rest I was to frightened to let the film play the reel, and had
to force myself out of them; a very demanding and difficult thing to
do, like pulling oneself out of a sea of liquid tar.
 I went to the Dr, and all they could suggest was LSD flashbacks. At
the time I thought I must have had a tumor or something biologically
explainable.
 It is tempting to remember them as sleeping experiences as I they
happened in my bed, though I am as sure as sure could be that I was
never asleep, only relaxing.
 I stopped them by closing myself up fo a fair while. Never did get
to the bottom of it.

   Do you have 'visions' while they are happening, or what?

   Love and knowledge
   Shunyatuk



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