Kundalini Gateway Email List Archives

line

To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/05/08 21:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kristena's Anger
From: KRISTENA \(:

On 2002/05/08 21:15, KRISTENA \(: posted thus to the K-list:

Hello all everyone that has responded is right and I know it I feel the anger and emotions in my shoulders and chest but it has been there so long I have no clue how to release it it has been harder to release than my fears but I am really working on it. Thanks so much for your support as usual lol you guys are really great seems like I have been ranting to you all alot lately huh I can at least say some people know me hehehe I have told you all my life story but it feels good to tell someone even if you have to duck lol but that is ok its my fiery red hair that causes that :)
Love ya all,
Kristena

more down below :)

As for myself I wish I could let it out. I often feel a great sadness
over my employment and financial situation but I am unable to get a good cry
out of me because after a few minutes of the sadness I just
go to a blank feeling where there is no emotion. I am able to feel emotions
only sometimes and under certain circumstances. I think that this is because

oh me too I have the hardest time crying sometimes I try so hard cuz I know I want to but I just cant get it out and I can relate to the financial situations but I have a tendancy to deny to the real world that I have problems for fear I will look like a failure (yes I know that is bad and am working on it) Its funny but I think my worst fear in life is not being liked so I am what everyone wants me to be but how I can say I really like who I am inside and keep my true self buried that I still havent figured out I feel like I like myself inside but just fear letting it out for others to see dont want to be rejected.

Well anyway.. keep letting it out so that you don't become like me and block
the stuff up so that its not able to come out.

will try :) and you too :)

Peace
Rich


_____________
Join the world’s largest e-mail service with MSN Hotmail.



http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm



http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm

blank
DISCLAIMER!
Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe
blank
K.  List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and  Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.
 line
  • Feel free to submit any questions you might have about what you read here to the Kundalini mailing list moderators, and/or the author (if given). Specify if you would like your message forwarded to the list. Please subscribe to the K-list so you can read the responses.
  • All email addresses on this site have been spam proofed by the addition of ATnospam in place of the at symbol symbol.
  • All posts publicly archived with the permission of the people involved. Reproduction for anything other than personal use is prohibited by international copyright law. ©
  • This precious archive of experiential wisdom is made available thanks to sponsorship from Fire-Serpent.org.
  • URL: http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/klist/k2002/k200202129.html