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Recieved: 2002/05/08 15:42
Subject: [K-list] warning Kristena releasing anger :)
From: KRISTENA \(:

On 2002/05/08 15:42, KRISTENA \(: posted thus to the K-list:

Hello! I was just wondering if it is just me or does anyone else feel the way I do. I have such a group of negative family members all they see are material things and people's faults I would just love more than anything in the world to show someone who I really am I feel like NO ONE really knows who I am and when I talk they turn me off I have never been one to really share myself cuz my fam and friends arent expactly the most excepting people and even w/out them really knowing me I am already considered the black sheep because there lives revolve around ego and material things (things I try not to dwell my life away on). There is so much bitterness in my family no one gets along most of the time and they are incredibly rude so some of you may say drop them lol wow have I considered that so many times I have kids that love them so I cant but I do distance myself greatly but anyway my point is why do there have to be so many rude narrow minded selfish people out there that make judments on you becuase you dont share the same beliefs as them. If you believe something that is different than them you are wrong and have no common sense and become a joke. Ok lol I really had to get this out if there is one thing that I need to heal it is the anger and resentment and hurt I hold from my family members and it really is a full time job for me but lately I have had to see them so much do to my sister getting married soon. Anyway am I the only one out there that is surrounded by these kind of people lol Im sure Im not but I have been so angry deep inside lately that I had to release this. If they could only see the real person inside the mask that they have been seeing my whole life and get past the judgments Im sure they would like me cuz I really am a loving excpeting person I would care for anyone and I forgive so easily but this seems to be an invitation for them to walk all over me.
Love and Light
Kristena


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