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Recieved: 2002/05/06 17:50
Subject: Re: [K-list] RE: What sort of child Poll
From: Stormymouse25
On 2002/05/06 17:50, Stormymouse25 posted thus to the K-list:
Hi that is so amazing I have heard of some children remembering I didnt have memories untill I was about 23 but I see some things in my own girls I have a 2yr old that seems to know things before they happen and a one year old that is like a carbon copy of my shy sensitive personality (watch out world hehehe) anyway it really makes you think I def try to raise them with an open and loving mind. It sounds like you are doing a great job Rich :) thanks for sharing.
Love and Light
Kristena
"" I
believe that my early problems relate alot to my past life I have had
several
visions of being a hated abused child that was stabbed to death at a young
age(""
Ya know.. my youngest daughter who is now 8 years old remembers
her death in her last life. She has talked about it since she was very
young.. 4 or perhaps even younger.
It seems that she had an abusive mother and died at a very young age.. under
age 5 I would guess. Anyway her mom pushed her down the basement steps and
she tumbled all the way to the bottom and suffered a physical death as a
result. What she remembers most is that an angle came to get her and took
her away from her mommy. As a result she is scared of angels, not that she
has seen any real ones.. but she doesnt like seeing pictures of them. My
wife bought a sweater and matching handbag
with a angel picture on it and it would upset the child when she seen it.
She is not scared of angels anymore that I know of.
We dont ask her to talk about it because its a painfull memory for her
and also she confuses the memory with her current life.. thinking that this
happened to her in this life.
Both of my kids have some natural ablities but I dont mention it because
they are not old enough to understand.. and I also think that its better
that they find out on thier own as I do not want to push anything on them.
As for the young one I try my best to raise her with tons of love and
understanding. The older one already is showing some K symptoms and has
"seen" on occasion. I will probably teach her about meditation
this summer during summer break as she will be 15 soon.
Peace
Rich
>Wrom: OTWFAOBUZXUWLSZLKBRNVWWCUFPEGAUTFJMVRE
>To: <druoutATnospamaol.com>, "kundalini-gate" <K-list >
>Subject: Re: [K-list] RE: What sort of child Poll
>Date: Mon, 6 May 2002 13:52:42 -0500
>
>Hello all! Ok what kind of child was I?
>If you were to ask my parents they would say the most difficult confusing
>child in the world. Now from my point of view, I was soooooo overly shy
>and insecure from the beginning I was so shy I couldnt even converse or
>show affection to my parents they thought there was something wrong with me
>and asked me many time why I couldnt be like my brothers and sisters. I
>know they loved but they just didnt know how to deal with me I was so
>different so to say the least they were very hard on me which didnt help by
>any means I couldnt talk to anyone or ask ?'s without feeling frightened.
>I was terrified of having to lead or do something by myself and was never
>able to follow directions without feeling lost I could have something
>explained to me a thousand times and still not really understand. I hated
>my childhood when I reached my teenage years all my fears turned to anger
>and I (even know I was still incredibly shy) found some older friends (I
>could always relate to them better) and really rebelled I was skipping
>school alot and staying out till all hours but even as a child I played
>sick alot to stay home. I have always been somewhat of a loner. But in my
>teenage years I was suicidal and I hated everyone especially my parents I
>know now deep down I just hated them becuase I wanted help but they chose
>to ignore it. I had such deep fears that I started having panic attacks
>when I was in early childhood I had to go to the doctor for this and they
>didnt really do anything for it back then though just kind of ignored it.
>I am very much a hermit now lol and I am still very shy but am sooooo much
>different I am really working on healing myself most people would never
>guess about my childhood. I believe that my early problems relate alot to
>my past life I have had several visions of being a hated abused child that
>was stabbed to death at a young age( sounds terrible but I have relived it
>in many nightmares and visions so had to bring it up) . I feel pretty
>confident that something past related has caused all this and now my spirit
>has had so many traumas that it is ready to cleanse itself.
>
>Love and Light
>Kristena
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