To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/05/06 09:21
Subject: Re: [K-list] Question for all
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 09:54 AM 03/05/02, stormymouse25ATnospammsn.com wrote:
>Ok hello I am in a bit of a trying time for me and could really use some
>support desperately I could just cry here is what is going on and please
>tell me I am going to be just fine

You already know you are going to be just fine. You just needed to
hear it.

>I am hoping that this is just another phase. Well the intensity is
>actually worse than when I was first awakend my body is burning this has
>been going on for a couple of weeks but every day it intensifies it is
>actually my spine and back are so hot and sore and the hotflashes these I
>had before and can deal with but the new symptoms are the real shock the
>energy is so agressive and really concentrating on my head and neck and
>upper chest I feel this constant sickening electric feeling in these areas
>I cant do anything without making the energy go haywire any more even
>sitting at the computer does it.

You are burning off some stuff. When the heat gets too much, focus
on cool things. Icebergs and cool blue arctic lakes. Imagine the energy is
a cool shade of blue.
Try to change your attitude about the electric feelings. If you set
aside your fear, they are not so bad... interesting, in the paths they
follow. If you get very involved in watching them, without trying to change
what they do, you may become too curious to be afraid.

> I wouldnt give it back and I do cherish the oppertunity to be in this
> situation cuz I know it is special but it is also my secret that I cant
> tell anyone or they will think I am a nut job that makes it even harder
> no one could understand I am really trying to be strong there are so many
> confident people on this list do you ever get scared

Yes. Once in a while... but remember that the fear you are feeling, is
the old fear on its way out. You feel it, it is being triggered and
cleansed from you. Peeling another layer... you are helpless before this,
but you can make a choice to trust.
 > I thank you all and am sorry but I really guess I needed to get my
fears out I >just dont have anyone else to talk to.
>Love and Light and Lots of hope,
>Kristena

No need to apologise, Kristena... that is what the list is for.
    My guides told me once, "Not for nothing will this be the hardest thing
you have ever done." It was, and I have no regrets. This is tough stuff,
wanting a hand to hold or a shoulder to cry on is all OK!
  Blessings...

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