To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/05/03 15:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] Question for all
From: J-F
On 2002/05/03 15:32, J-F posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Kristena,
At first I felt the same way. I felt as if I were in a dark tunnel and
I could not see a speck of light. You have to say to yourself that
there is light at the end. I felt scaired of my future, what was going
to happen, I feared my destiny, etc. I started to do some physical
excersise, taking walks, and now I can say that I understand. Do you?
Think of patience, determination as key words... After all isn't life
an edurance race after all?
respect,
J-F
--- stormymouse25ATnospammsn.com wrote:
> Ok hello I am in a bit of a trying time for me and could really use
> some support desperately I could just cry here is what is going on
> and please tell me I am going to be just fine I am hoping that this
> is just another phase. Well the intensity is actually worse than
> when I was first awakend my body is burning this has been going on
> for a couple of weeks but every day it intensifies it is actually my
> spine and back are so hot and sore and the hotflashes these I had
> before and can deal with but the new symptoms are the real shock the
> energy is so agressive and really concentrating on my head and neck
> and upper chest I feel this constant sickening electric feeling in
> these areas I cant do anything without making the energy go haywire
> any more even sitting at the computer does it. I also seem to be in
> a bit of depression and I am having more spiritual experiences, the
> energy in my head is overwhelming at times and it really is
> understandable how people ? there sanity because I am at one of those
> points where I say to myself Oh my God am I going to survive am I
> going to make it through this the fears that I have worked so hard to
> get rid of are back and the confidence I have tried to gain is gone I
> just feel so helpless some days I just want to be a normal person
> dont get me wrong deep inside I wouldnt give it back and I do cherish
> the oppertunity to be in this situation cuz I know it is special but
> it is also my secret that I cant tell anyone or they will think I am
> a nut job that makes it even harder no one could understand I am
> really trying to be strong there are so many confident people on this
> list do you ever get scared I know it took me a while to work through
> the initial changes when it all started and then I was fine so maybe
> as soon as the major work is done I will be ok agian and confident
> and happy. I thank you all and am sorry but I really guess I needed
> to get my fears out I just dont have anyone else to talk to.
> Love and Light and Lots of hope,
> Kristena
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respect,
J-F
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