To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/04/28 14:33
Subject: [K-list] bithing poll results
From: Stormymouse25
On 2002/04/28 14:33, Stormymouse25 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello! I did the poll the other day and missed the ? on how quick or easy was K awakening so here it is.
Anyway unlike my birth it has been paced sort of moderate I guess but compared to what Im not sure I dont really know what is considered fast. when I first awakened I felt the burning up the spine and back and was very sick due to energy blockages and so much energy it was a very stressful time for me tons of emotions coming up I was an emotional and physical wreck the energy only went to my solar plexus it felt like then it quieted down after a couple of months and seemed to go away which I was very pleased at the time because it really frightened me after about a month I receieved my 3 Reiki attunments in a weekend thinking my K energy was gone for good but shortly afterwards it came back much much stronger ready to rise above the solar plexus into my heart it was very intense for me the physical symptoms had been greatly reduced (Im thinking becuase of the Reiki) but the emotional symptoms were horrible for me I had to really work on pulling myself together it was very frightning I found this list soon after and even know I was prone to panic attacks they had increased so much since the initial rise that I had to use an antidepressant I just couldnt function on a daily basis. Well anyway it has felt like a very long road (lol about 15 months) and at this point the K is rising to my head now and it has been a little hard to get used to at times I have begun the symptoms I have read others having when the k rises to my head it is sooo overwhelming and it seems to make my thoughts race my head aches and I have to calm myself because I feel as though I am losing control I am no longer using an antidepressant been off a while I cope w/out the use of them now and am really feeling like I am moving along I have visions and have started seeing auras and have had some amazing spiritual encounters it has really taught me alot about life I am doing ok so far but am hoping that I can continue to hold myself together I dont want you to think I am so confident I dont get scared becauese I still have fears but I try not to dwell on them I have such a long ways to go. Anyway I feel like I am going at the perfect pace for myself at this time am very pleased. :)
Love and Light
Kristena
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