To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/04/27 02:54
Subject: [K-list] about sharing teachings, and introduction to me....
From: Jigme Champa
On 2002/04/27 02:54, Jigme Champa posted thus to the K-list:
Dear group,
I've been lurking ....BIG LURK...;-) on this list for months now. Well,
honestly I was hardly lurking its way... I just felt very overwhelmed when
the digests entered my mailbox and many times threw them away unopened. I
am just VERY receptive for information; even though much of that
information could be of great value to me if only i could digest it. So
this reaction of mine has nothing to do with you guys. I just can't cope
with the volume of this list. So with some of what I'm going to write I'm
probably not well informed and I ask in advance for your forgiveness.
I started to take a second glance at the list, when friend Copper appreared
on it, whom I have "met" on a few other lists, and know to be very well
informed. So with interest I have been reading his responses to the thread
on silver and gold sparks and on chakras. Since I know Copper really has
some information to offer that is very helpul and to the point and not
always easy to come by.
Many of the spiritual tresures available to us today have their roots in
the Tib. Buddhist tradition and many people on the spiritual path have no
idea of these roots anymore. I am also a Tibetan Buddhist. But I don't
speak Tibetan and cannot access much of the information that Copper gives.
So I find it a pitty to read this:
>>>>>From: druoutATnospamaol.com
Subject: Re: Teaching of the Cherry Blossoms
3. Please do not send anything to the list that you have not written
yourself. Brief quotes in the context of a conversation are acceptable,
anything more, kindly provide a reference instead, or put it on a website and
post the URL so people can look it up if they are interested. Please remember
that this is a discussion list, not a library or soapbox for preaching.
...<<<<<<
And think that people with our experiences could benifit a lot if we get
the oportunity to relate this to some traditional Tibetan teachings. And I
can assure you that the stuff Copper has shared with this list will be hard
to find in a library, when you don't speak Tibetan!
Furthermore Buddhism is not a proselyzing religion. Teachings are offered
unconditionally and may be integrated in any belief system people may have.
Of course I will respect the wishes of the moderator. But still I felt a
need to speak my mind about this.
So.... now you finally got me talking to this list, let me tell something
about myself.
I had my kundalini breakthrough about eleven years ago, when i was 29,
neatly synchronic with an astrological aspect called the Saturn Return
(when Saturn is in exactely the same position as it was at the moment of
your birth) With me the process involved a rapid and sudden integration
process of Multiple Personality Disorder... About what happened I can write
a whole library, but I will spare you (and myself!) that for now. To sum up
some things: I had an enormous energy burst, in which I saw a film, well...
re-experienced a lot of emotions from an endless list of previous lives
over a period of about 125,000 years.... I saw it all fall in karmic
patterns. It became evidentely clear how it came to be that in this life i
had become a victim of abuse and how I was totally and entirely responsible
for that myself. So then I could break the that chain of cause and effect.
There was an enormous dyke breach really of love and compassion and then I
had visions of endless lives and karmic patterns of many, many other beings
and saw that we were all doing the same and all feeling the same...
After this experience I was completely euforic for a while... not affraid
of anything or anybody just radiating love and attracting people to me who
wanted me to be their guru... But i knew it would not last. I remembered a
teacher from a previous life tell me: "What you are experiencing now, is
essential and valuable, but it is the nature of such experiences that they
are temporal and they mark only the beginning of a spiritual path..." I was
fortunate to get this information! I think I slept an average of 3 hours a
night in the weeks this lasted and then I remained in my body, which I
totally enjoyed; I would be aware that I was asleep and feel intensely how
I was part of the Universe and connected to all sentient beings... and then
jump out of bed, burst into the street and sharing love with everybody who
crossed my path! But after a few weeks of this I was totally exhausted. My
body could not cope with it....
Still now I am very open. Relating to people is extremely intense. i read
them like a book... I know their essential beings, previous lives and
karmic patters jump at me from their chakra's. I feel a deep, deep
connection to living beings. I could not kill a fly anymore... I connect to
their realnesss. Then there are all the bodyless beings that come to me.
Most of them want help... There is so much suffering. And yes I can help by
praying for them, talking to them, sending them positive energies. Nature
spirits are totally upset, where I live. In this country they get disturbed
over and over again and there is no sensitivity to that. There are too many
people living too close to me and most are unaware of the energetic noise
they make.... So it is no wonder that I am so overwhelmed. When I pick up a
book the contents of it jumps at me. When I pick up a stone i get
impression of people or animals who touched it before.... Sometimes it all
drives me completely crazy. But for the most part I am fine... a lot of
love streams through my heart. I feel warm and happy inside. And I am happy
that I can pass this love on to others that cross my path...
Only I often feel I should study and do things to improve my circomstances,
but I can't.
Therefor I was happy with Copper's short informative messages, just small
morsels that I could digest...
Well anyway. This is enough from me for now. Maybe that occasionally I can
try to pay some attention to the list. I can often help people with their
experiences... it is just this list I get lost in.
Thanks for listening.
Love,
Desiree
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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