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Recieved: 2002/04/05 17:06
Subject: [K-list] Aliens and astral words.
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/04/05 17:06, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
>At 10:32 AM 05/04/02, ANONYMOUS wrote:
>Mystress
>
>I have enjoyed your website and the times I have been on your list. Thank
>you.
>I am 48 years old, had a spontaneous K opening four years ago. At that
>time, I was doing a great deal of meditation, prayer and grief after
>fiancee was killed in accident. I had many problems with it. I felt
>someone or thing enter me before it started like I was blown up like a
>balloon, it was hard to compensate walking etc. It left through my heart
>chakra like an explosion that week. It re-entered the following week and
>stayed a few days, this time leaving my side. After this was over I felt
>burning sensations around my ankles that were horrible and electric
>shocks. These shocks have stayed continual in my feet for four years. Also
>get them in genital area at times.
Electric shocks are not a totally uncommon K. symptom.
>Shortly after I began hearing voices in and around me. The first were
>demon like, later they were loving. I began photograpy at that time and
>have hundreds of photos of energy, voices spirits, aliens etc.
They come to awakened people, like moths to a flame. If you give them
attention they get stronger.
>The abductions began a few years ago. I felt and heard them come. The
>humming, complete vibration of my body and I would lift out of my body, or
>drop into my mattress and not wake up for hours. When I did wake up, There
>were times of geometric bruises on me, marks, on one occasion of iodine
>looking staining on hands. I have to put up with invisible hands working
>on me{primarily on feet when they start shocking and burning to the point
>where I am ready to scream} I bought a huge collection of K books, not
>finding anything to substantiate this shocking. All other syptoms I had
>matched the K in the books and on your lists. I continued to research
>every day for four years. Two weeks ago, I did another search on the
>shocking and energy in feet. If I place my feet on someones back it sends
>volts into them. I also have a photo that shows something grabbing me
>around ankles do indent the scrubs I was wearing in the photo, but nothing
>is there, It is very apparent. Also a photo of white light beaming me onto
>my chest. I started having heart problems six months ago and was getting
>concerned about all of this. ON the last search It took me directly into a
>website of government mind control. http://www.raven1.uncom.net I had my
>answers on page eight with the diagram. I then began searching by typing
>in government mind control, psychotronic weapons, microwave harrassment,
>cia and kundalini etc. I had never known that the government had any
>programs interest in Kundalini and the mind. Right before mine opened I
>felt someone prod me with something in the genital area.
I have read the websites you speak of, all the mind control
government conspiracy stuff, and even spent some time believing it, but it
is not resonant. Not real. The government is a bunch of buffoons who cannot
even balance the budget, believing they are capable of this complex mind
control stuff is giving too much power away to them.
The power of Kundalini is amazing, and whatever you choose to focus on
will come true in your life. I have written at different times about
Kundalini psychosis, astral worlds, the hazards of a merkaba.... I have
spent time in the astral world where aliens are real, but I got tired of it
and migrated to a different universe where these things do not exist, by
changing my thoughts about what I believe. Presto, no more alien
encounters. When I stopped believing in it, the phenomena stopped.
You can do the same thing. The power is in you, your sacred Free Will.
The government has no power. It is you and Goddess that have the power.
The astral chakra is the chakra of free will and Divine will, and the
astral plane is the theatre where the roleplays of surrender and resistance
happen. Where we work out our "us vs. them" issues of surrender,
resistance, all our fears of the boogeymen and the bad guys... we have to
get past all that to recognise the unity of the Heart... All is One.
Goddess is All. All is love. Don't give any energy of belief to anything or
anybody who tells you different.
You may have read about how poltergeists most often turn out to be
psychokinetic children or teenagers manifesting phenomena unconsciously?
What you are experiencing is the same thing. Your poltergeists are
taking the form of alien abduction and Government mind control, but it is
the same.
The psychokinetic phenomena and poltergeists effects are quite real,
and can be witnessed and filmed, but the cause of them is not something
external. It comes from power the children do not know they possess. The
power in yourself that you do not believe in.
Along the process of karma releasing from your power chakra, your
resistance and fears came up but instead of surrendering you went to war...
and looked for evidence to support your fears... Went to war against
Goddess and I am not surprised you got your ass kicked. Sorry to hear it,
but not surprised. I have been there...
You can always find evidence for anything you choose to believe. Decide
the world is flat and the trips to the moon all took place on a Hollywood
sound stage, you will find people who agree with you and give you
evidence... but that does not make it true, unless you believe it. Free
Will is Goddess law, and whatever your free will chooses to believe in,
your Divine self will shape heaven and earth to make it so, in your reality.
We are SOOOOOO POWERFUL!!! You do not want to believe you are powerful
enough to make all this stuff happen, but you are and you did. Accepting
it, is taking back your power.
So long as you are giving your power away to your beliefs about the
government mind control conspiracies, you will continue to manifest that in
your life. Just stop! Stop stop stop.
I have been on many strange trips like you are experiencing, Dozens! I
know how entangled you can get, when your external reality starts
manifesting your internal fears. All kinds of impossible "evidence" will
show up to validate what you have chosen to believe, it is a slippery slope
going downhill fast as your life turns into a Twilight Zone episode and you
cannot find the stage door to exit. Cannot see the forest for the trees.
I cannot think of a time when I managed to find my way out of one of
these worlds entirely on my own, except by going deeper into them till they
reached their natural conclusion. Going deeper into Hell to find the portal
to heaven at the center. That is the hard way out. 95% of the time, it
took for someone who was outside of that reality I was stuck in, to throw
me a rope by pointing out the inconsistencies in what I was saying and
thinking, or leading me through a healing visualization that resolved the
issues.
This is why the oldest sages tell you to pay no attention to the
phenomena along the way of the process. Because if you attach to
something, focus on it and give it a lot of power of belief, it will
transport you to an Twilight Zone episode astral universe where the whole
physical material world changes to validate what you choose to believe...
and it is much harder to get out of there than it is to fall in.. unless
someone experienced can throw you a rope.
That is Kundalini psychosis, and as Susan commented on another list
recently, it is most always connected with power chakra issues. Free Will,
Divine will, human power struggles and resistance to surrendering. All
tangled up into a stomach ache that makes it hard to take a full breath. It
keeps getting worse till you give it up. Goddess has to win, your life
depends on it. Stop the war.
The astral worlds ALWAYS have good guys and bad guys, heroes and
victims because that is the chakra where these karmic fears work themselves
out. Once you get the hang of recognising that, you can spot them a mile
away, choose faith instead and exit quicker. Move up to the universe of the
heart, and there are no victims. All is Divine will, and Goddess is You!
Your divine aspect.
You every thought is a prayer of manifestation. Goddess does not judge,
She just serves it up. The Shakti energy is the clay of creation. The more
there is, the more you need to have a silent mind of a Zen master to avoid
creating weird stuff. When an awakened person starts giving the energy of
belief to something that is not worthy, amazing and scary shit happens.
When you believe that the weird stuff is validating the beliefs then you go
sliding down into a hellish reality pretty quick! Better to keep busy with
mundane things, gardening and stuff like that.
Chop wood carry water, as they say... They also say idle hands are the
devil's playground. I do not believe in the devil, but I understand the
message. Shakti is creative energy, be careful what you pray for. Every
thought, is a prayer.
My heart goes out to you because I have been there... so I am spending
time to throw you a rope ladder, even knowing that what I am saying is not
what you want to hear. Take my hand, and I will open a portal and pull you
into a nicer universe. Some of the critters you fear may try to follow you,
but they have no power unless you give them yours.
> I have also had to put up with the thefts, harrassment, phone calls etc.
> on the list for many years. This insanity has cost me my home, my
> business, my credit, my friends, my life in general.
I am not surprised. I have seen it before, and been there... although
the boogeyman that did it may take different forms, it is always the same
boogeyman, the Shadow. The reflection of your fear, manifested in things
you think are outside of yourself. All of it showing up, to give you the
opportunity to choose love over fear.
Goddess intends for you to be free, and like the song says, "Freedom's
just another word for nothing left to lose." If you do not give up your
attachments on the inside, then they are taken from you externally.
>The K was hard enough to deal with . It took me months on the net to find
>out what it was as I had never heard of it before. The rest of this was
>unbearable.
The good news is, these events are to put you into a place where you
have no option but to surrender, and when you do, ego-death comes to truly
set you free. Enlightenment. You got desperate enough to ask me for help.
That is wonderful!
>What I would like to know is if you could put a poll to see if anyone else
>is recieving the shocking or any of other symptoms.
I am not good at writing polls. Instead I am going to forward your post
and my response, to the list anonymously. I will even cut and paste it into
a new email so nobody can trace it to you. : ) Then we can discuss it on
the list, and others can share about their strange trips and how they got
out again.
>The K should be opened by soul, or goddess alone.
The K. CAN ONLY be opened by the soul, or Goddess alone. You are giving
Divine power away to something less, by your beliefs, and that is the
tangle of Gordian knot you are stuck in. You are believing that the
Government is more powerful than God, and making it be God for you.
Believing it is separate and superior to God. You know it cannot be true.
> I am so angry that the country we live in can do such things. I had
> never heard of any of their mind control or experiments before. What
> possible benefit is it to open this in a mind control program? I could
> go on for page after page the experiences and the pain it has put me
> through. I dont want to see anyone else sitting back thinking this
> shocking or any other of the abnormal symptoms going on with the K are
> just K related. One of the things I learned is that it has to be opened
> and dna altered for the abductions. Mine are military as I have see the
> copters, have had my phone tapped, and even computer internet
> harrassment. I read the posts on the lists for so long, never posted
> because of all of this other happening, I wish I had now. I couldnt
> understand with all of the love I had when it opened why all of this
> other had to begin.
: ) It always does. It has to happen like that, that is the process.
Perfection.
In the beginning, Goddess shows up and gives you a hug. She says, "Hi,
I'm here to clean the karma from your closets..." and shows you the love
so you know who you re dealing with, and can have faith. Then She goes to
work cleaning up the temple. All the old crap, old fears, unforgiven
memories come up like barfing from bad food. If you try to keep it down you
just get sicker. More lost.
If you attach to any of it, then Goddess has to raise the stakes, and
keep raising them till you have no choice but to surrender. The more you
attach to something the worse it gets, and it does not matter whether the
attachment is to Government mind control or extreme vegetarianism, or
Barney the purple dinosaur. The Heaven's Gate cult attached to the idea
that Aliens riding on a comet are the key to Ascension, made that be God
for them and mistook the metaphors of ego death for physical death... they
are all dead now, they made that attachment more important than their very
lives... even tho it is an obvious lack of faith to commit suicide.
These astral worlds people get stuck in, can be that powerful, if the
person in them gives their power to belief. The dreamworlds have no power,
of themselves. It is only your fear that gives them power. Choose faith.
Find the exit by changing your mind about what you believe. Nobody can
do that, but you. It is your mind, your power. It is a good thing that you
got desperate enough to write to me! :) Gosh you are stubborn to be trying
to handle this on your own for so long, and in the face of such losses.
Strong! Stubbornness can be a gift, if you aim it right. Get stubborn about
Loving. Be strong in having faith.
>I dont fight the energy, but now that I know what else is going on, I do
>fight them at times. They move when I do, room to room, house to house.
>etc. If I ask for them to stop the pain in my mind at times, I physically
>feel them get onto the bed or chair and it is done. Sometimes if I make
>them angry they make it worse.
You are All that Is, and these beings are aspects of yourself, that
you reject. Open your heart to them, and the game is up! That is the only
lesson in this. "Us and them" struggles of the power chakra lead to the
opening of the heart chakra, to discovering you are All... Divine and
infinite. You literally move into a different universe, out of the world of
struggle and victimhood, and into a world of love. The chakras are
dimensional universes, and we travel through them, along the process.
Think of how the world was before all this stuff started. Then think of
how the world looked, when you were a child, and a teenager. Spend some
time remembering. How different those worlds are!!
We all do it, we all travel through universes and dimensions, as our
thoughts and beliefs about the world change. I wrote on another list
recently about how nobody needs a merkaba to travel through dimensions
because we have better equipment built in.
You don't have to be a Shaman or ascended Master to travel dimensions
like a Slider. Everybody does it. The only difference is a Shaman visits
enough of them .. gets stuck and dragged through them by the teaching
spirit, to get a sense of the bigger picture, to become aware of the
movement and how to do it consciously, deliberately. Most people slide more
slowly and do not notice the changes. The world seems solid and stable to
them.
Reality is a shifting hologram of energy shaped by thoughts. Change
your thoughts, travel to a different reality. I know it sounds weird, but
really, is what I am saying any stranger than what you have already
experienced?
>When the K began , I also heard ticking in my head, a definate pattern,
>like morse code This is also another sign of harrassment and control.
If you want to interpret it like that, then that is what it will
become, for you.
> I have found only two books with articles like me in four years.
You have found only two people who got also stuck in this astral world,
and wrote about it. Follie aux deux... I have been there too, and it is not
a very fun universe. Yes, it is real, and no, you do not have to stay
there. I found the exit before I got as deep into it as you have, but I
spent enough time there to know what you are going through.
Limitless manifestation means that anything that can exist, does
exist, some where some when... the question is, what universe would you
like to live in? You can dream yourself into a blissful one just as you
dreamt yourself into a nasty one. Change your thoughts and your reality
follows. Change them Now. Put faith in Love.
>I want to find others that are in on this so we can do something about it.
Change the world, by changing inside of yourself. There is no other way.
>All that is talked about is Love on the list and others. I wish this was
>that simple.
It can be, if you choose to give attention to love and surrender fear.
It is that simple. Really! :)
>That is what I wish for every soul on this earth to recognize that in
>themselves and others that they are love and divinity.
Yes! I most fervently wish that you do that, for yourself. Do it do it
do it now. Do not give any more energy to fear and victimhood.
You are the Goddess of your own world, and if you want it to be
different, then think-pray differently... it will change! Really!
Gosh, I could write a book on all my different trips, and what miracles
and impossible stuff happened... and how I got out of each one. Not by
myself, usually... someone saner threw me a rope, and reminded me that I
did not have to be there.
>I had not also heard of this New World Order that is causing all of this
>and the Satanism behind it. Is there anything that you know of I can do.
>Clearings and blessngs dont work. The government and weapons are working
>in the astral planes.
There is your tangle, in a nutshell. You think the Government is more
powerful than God. Projecting Goddess onto the Government instead of seeing
Goddess in yourself. The astral planes is a world of dreams, that only have
as much power as you give to them. Your Divine power, given away to a
belief in the boogeyman.
Move up one chakra, to the higher dimension of the heart and it all
falls away. No astral crap is stronger than the power of your love. That is
a cosmic law, and you know it to be true. You fell into a dream, and
forgot... and that is OK! You can get back on track, now... and so much
stronger and wiser, for the journey.
>I am exhausted on resources now financially and mentally and to the point
>of begging God/Goddess to turn the energy off so they will leave me alone
>Thanks
Well, I think you need to go in the opposite direction, in what you
choose to put faith in. I don't think Goddess will turn off the energy. How
about if instead, you let go of the fear? Stop investing the energy in
fear, and aim it at love instead. Find your sense of humor, laughter is a
merkaba ride to a higher vibration where these beings cannot exist.
Here is what I want you to do. Instead of looking for conspiracy
theories to validate a universe you would rather not be in, spend a week
reading whatever comes up when you do a search on Government stupidity. I
want you to only read stuff that tells you all about all the brain dead
bozo cockups that are made by muddle headed bureaucrats running in circles
like headless chickens. This is a way for you to take your power back and
migrate to a friendlier universe. Start with the exploding whale and go
from there, until your image of the government changes from being this big
terrifying conspiracy to something more like 3 stooges times 10,000.
If any aliens or spirits show up, love them. Just love them and laugh
at what they do. No matter what, love them. Goddess is all, put faith in
that. These things are not more powerful than Goddess in you, except for
the power you gave them by being afraid. If you do this persistently for
one week, you will leave the scary universe behind and move into a new
place. Your furniture will look the same, you will live in the same house
but your experiential reality will transform in ways you will not believe
till you do it.
Blessings!
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