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Recieved: 2002/04/05 08:00
Subject: [K-list] Re: new member - current experiences
From: dancecasb
On 2002/04/05 08:00, dancecasb posted thus to the K-list:
HI Richard.
I too am having very similar experiences with similar effects. It is
quite an adventure and am working to live in the moment and get out
of the way of myself.
Glad to see you writing.
Carol
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "riparker2002" <rparkerATnospamt...> wrote:
> During weeks 3-4 I experienced "out of normal consciousness"
> or "splitting of awareness" experiences. Also, strong euphoric
> electric-like energy currents and pressures coursed through body.
> Spontaneous crying with gratitude after each session.
>
> During weeks 7-8 I first noted the euphoric energy currents flowing
> during the day when I ws simply introspecting and relaxed. I
> suddenly developed a keen interest in church liturgy and sacred
> music. I continued to copiously cry after Centering Prayer and at
> various times during the day. Some unpleasant cottony headaches
> begin, lasting all day. I learn how to partially control the
energy
> flow through a sort of "sub-breath" (like breathing, but more
subtle
> in nature).
>
> During weeks 9-10 (current): Each session is composed of 4 types
of
> activities, with me having little say about the order or duration
of
> each. There may be some iteration.
>
> A. Typical Centering Prayer: Adoring attention to Christ from my
> heart, with shallow breathing of love into the heart. I am planful
> and active in this activity. This tends to result in "B" and
or "C"
> below.
> B. Self-propelled currents of warm, euphoric electric-like energy
> emanating from my torso, heart, head, etc. I must maintain
complete
> passive and devotional for this. If I think about it or try to
> direct it, it dries up, but then will restart on its own.
> C. Trembling/shaking from minor to major throughout the body,
> emanating from the anal spinal area. Usually only 5-20 second,s
but
> has lasted several minutes. I am not at all in control; could stop
> it if I wished, but it seems wise not to. Can be strong enough to
> nearly knock my off my prayer stool.
> D. Prolonged and strong muscle contractions/cramping in orderly
> succession from tailbone area, to stomach, to chest, to throat
> (flinging head up and mouth open, or chin tucked in and upper spine
> arched). Eventually the energy settles in the crown of head. My
> hairs prickle and almost singed, but I touched the top of my head
and
> it wasn not noticeably hot.
>
> In the last few weeks, I have also become aware during the day, at
> times of repose, of the energy flowing or radiating through my
body.
> If I focus on it, my muscles can begin to spasm, so I just regard
it
> lovingly but more distantly.
>
> The net result so far on me as a social being is difficult for me
to
> judge, but these seem pronounced effects:
> 1. My first real desire for Mass and the Eucharist, and to delve
into
> the liturgy.
> 2. My first real interest in sacred music, both the worship and the
> deep lyrics.
> 3. My first real understanding of new testament passages, more
> subtle, interior meanings.
> 4. Strong interest in mystical, worshipful writing--nothing too
> analytical.
> 5. Sadness and self-upbraiding when I catch myself in mean-spirited
> or ego-inflating thoughts.
> 6. Eating less, and more careful about what I eat.
> 7. Having to deal with not treating sex as a casual act.
>
>
> "What a long, strange trip it's been" (Grateful Dead)
>
> Richard Parker
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