To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/04/02 03:45
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Love
From: José H
On 2002/04/02 03:45, José H posted thus to the K-list:
> Sometimes we don't... I have had some very funny experiences where
> people who have been reading stuff I write, for years suddenly had an
A-Ha!
> experience where they finally understood the meaning of surrender, or
their
> Divine Beloved... and I am very happy that they finally *got* it, but it
> also makes me feel not heard. I get a little cynical about human
> communications... It is really like that far side cartoon, "What we say to
> dogs... and what they hear.". Everything gets filtered through the
> individual experience.
> So, I write to please myself.
Yes....maybe that's how I should do it....I get the same cynicism at times.
We have this expression in Dutch: "throwing pearls at the pigs....." A
healer once told me I am doing this often. I found that writing is less
frustrating than talking to people about the things you need to say. Ever
since I write articles - for the dutch bipolar organization and my own
newsletter on bipolar and spirituality - at least I put down things on paper
that need to get out of my mind to go somewhere. I get very little reaction.
I once phoned around to ask whether people were interested at all and they
hurried to let me know they are, very much so.
So I continue to do so, mostly just getting the validatiuon from inside! At
times getting cynical and hitting my head again.....
Jose
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