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Recieved: 2002/03/29 11:44
Subject: Re: [K-list] re: kundalini and day to day trials
From: Elise Somers

At 17:37 29-3-02 +0000, pdhndly wrote:
>How does one deal with kundalini partially awakening and then being
>hit by normal day to day troubles like job problems, money woes -
>things that cause anxiety. For me, I was in such a good place,
>kundalini began, and now I am dealing with a lot of anxiety about
>various things. I guess I started thinking that I had grown beyond
>hitting that kind of anxiety again, even if temporarily, evidenced
>even more so by the kundalini energy

It was like a cold shower, it was for me.
First to become in a state of total bliss and Love. To be knowing that you
are a part of the whole universe.
In those forst Kundaline-times.

And than life as usual is going to slip in again.
With all the old patterns I have to work out, all the old stuff....
The old behaviour, I thought I had outgrown it!
I didn't wanted to go back to that again, I Fought and lost to stay in
that Love-state.

And than I knew; I have to live this out, this is one of the reasons I am here.
I have to learn, to grow, to become more myself.
Out of the Love-state, to grow in the old patterns; the old life.
Its just a learning process,
remembering the bliss-state of Kundaline helped.

Sometimes I am smiling at persons, because I know,

In Love and Light you all,
Elise

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