To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/03/26 08:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] Personality Changes poll results
From: Soitpp
On 2002/03/26 08:36, Soitpp posted thus to the K-list: In a message dated 3/26/02 6:36:03 AM Mountain Standard Time,
K-list writes:
> Wife sees me as not being as accepting or understanding. Friends see me as
> having backbone.
to r.isis and others.
I have come to a new turning point in my life. I thought I was being "right".
Thought I was righteously "tilling the soil" when I stood down my mate. When
I gave her the strong eyes of obstinance. What I was doing was selfish,
greedy.. an act of hoarding. I have a newfound respect for my beloved and our
relationship. I no longer see it as a chain. I see it as my only true gateway
to freedom. No more am I going to prudely "till her soil" in the name of
"what is right". All along she'd been singing me songs (she writes songs) of
the way I do not see it her way. And I thought, "well, I am right, you are
wrong, I'm doing what's good for you". Bullshit. I was leading through
impatience and greedyness. Consult the tarot with an open heart. You may come
to the same conclusion as I did. My new dedication is to the respect and
honoring of our relationship. A monogamus relationship that will or will not
lead to a new world. The gateway to "other women" is only through my twin. I
am dedicated to my mate, may a new world blossom and open up through my
dedication to her ways. Know thyself. Know the others who dwell within
thyself.
Peace,
Aaron still treking this winding path
I believe this respect for others "limited beliefs" applies to others as
well, not just your mate
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