To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/03/22 12:28
Subject: Re: [K-list] awakening
From: Druout

In a message dated 3/22/2002 5:56:05 AM Pacific Standard Time,
rh-amdATnospamonline.no writes:

> It has been a very tough experience, and has changed my
> life. Nothing seems to be like before, like ex my social abilities,
> memory, consentration... Life is easier now, this happened about 1
> 1/2 years ago. I haven't understood what it was untill now. And now
> it scares me. I stopped all contact with spiritual things in my life
> after the experience, but now I feel the need to bring spirituality
> back into my life again. But - it is scary... everything is so much
> stronger now. And I am scared... what if I start the prosess all over
> again? Is that possible.. to have the same terrible experience again?
> How do I live with this kundalini energy in me? I am very happy if
> someone can answer me, or perhaps share with me how you do it?
>

Dear Rhianna,

I'm sorry you had such a rough time of it. This can happen when the K
awakening is unexpected and spontaneous. The unknown can be pretty
frightening.

To answer you questions, it depends very much on what sort of experiences you
have had--how the process manifested itself--what it was that frightened you.
 There are many possible things concerning K which can be frightening.

Fearing that one is going mad,
Fearing loss of the ability to concentrate, or do day to day activities,
Fearing inevitable change,
Seeing visions that one interprets as negative entities--fearing "possession"
Physical problems such as headaches, fatigue or intestinal discomfort,

the list goes on.

The positive aspects of K are endless, however. :))

Welcome to the K-list!

Love, Hillary

http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm

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