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Recieved: 2002/03/17 23:26
Subject: [K-list] Re: Living in Death
From: godchild_777

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "isis robins-shaw" <r.isisATnospama...> wrote:

> We have both been in K process for the last couple of years and he
has felt full of hatred for the last 5 or so.

Why? There is a reason for everything. Not that the reason is you;
the reason is him. It could even be something like clinical
depression or a related disorder. It's amazing how profoundly
depression (and physical things such as diet and exercise) can
influence one's outlook on life and one's relationships. It's like
pulling a dark veil over everything--all of life looks dark. When the
problem is taken care of, the veil lifts and suddenly, life looks
much sunnier.

> Recently K gave me hives all over my body with the message
of "clean up your loose ends" and they didn't go away until I owned
up to how my living situation was affecting me. I was also made
painfully aware of how I feel limited by monogomous relationships,
not by being presented with a potential new partner, but by making me
own up to my life long feelings.

> Phil, my husband, and I are hanging in there but I am miserable and
so is he.

All I can say is that love is an action, not a feeling. :) The
feelings sometimes accompany it, and sometimes don't.

There's a bit of wisdom some journalist dispensed about writing: "An
amateur writes when he feels like it; a professional writes when he
doesn't feel like it." The same principle applies to human
relationships. A "professional" lover (by professional I don't
mean "paid," I mean "serious") loves even when she doesn't feel
those wonderful feelings.

The act of choosing to love someone makes all the difference in the
world. If both persons make that choice, (that's what marriage *is*,
at least in theory), then things will go well.

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