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Recieved: 2002/03/14 22:25
Subject: Re: [K-list] Spirit attack
From: Druout
On 2002/03/14 22:25, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 3/14/2002 5:54:19 PM Pacific Standard Time, ajk144ATnospamaol.com writes:
>
> I've also had a similar expericence of sprit "attack"/attachment that was
> of
> a sexual nature.
Dear Ajk,
So have I. :)) They continue occasionally to this day. The last time was
March 9th. The Energy is a blissful, consensual full body orgasmic contact.
"Just lie back and enjoy it." A win win situation, LOL
> Hilary, you are'nt too bright if you think this this phenomenon is just the
> minds way of making sense of Kundalini. What's more, is that having sex
> with
> a "spirit" causes the kundalini not the other way around.
Well, I differ with you here! :)) My K began with explosive, blissful
energy before these occasional encounters with what I consider a benign,
loving force. It often coincides, though, I grant you.
I happen not to believe in the power of evil, so I'm not able to "exorcise"
what I don't believe in. Others here and people at SEN are pretty good at
dealing with those who find this to be a problem though. You seem to have
solved the problem, however, with wearing a cross. :))
Crows are actually positive forces according to some lore. See below from
http://www.geocities.com/RainForest/4076/index1.html
It seems to me some guides were trying to give you some help.
Glad you are delurking! Your story is an interesting example of seeing K
from another perspective.
Love, Hillary
Crow/Rook's Wisdom Includes:
Guardian of the place before existence
Ability to move in space and time
Honoring ancestors
Carrier of souls from darkness into light
Working without fear in darkness
Guidance while working in shadow
Moves freely in the void
Understands all things related to ethics
Shapeshifter
>
> "things"/spirits/enities out there and some of them i can "see". They
> become
> more apperent when you start to purify yourself and meditate regularly. You
>
> will become very psychic and perceptive to the point where you may even
> have
> sex with one. However i recommend that one must be very cautious and not
> give
> in to temptation. In my case the "spirit" was prompting me to have sex
> constantly at any given point during the day and i started to feel i was
> losing control to it (possession). I will admit that the feeling was quite
> blissful when i first had sex with "it"/her but subsequent to that began
> the
> kundalini which was extremely difficult for me like i was losing my mind.
> On
> top of that, i was losing control to a spirit that was at times inside me
> and
> i could tell that there was someone looking out of my own eyes that wasnt
> just me. So becareful. Another wierd thing is that when i had the kundalini
>
> experience i began to attract crows everywhere i went. I would even be
> waken
> in the morning by a crow outside my window. It was all so surreal at that
> point. Also, while driving my car, people were even honking the car horns
> as
> i drove by them for no apperent reason. I wonder who those people really
> were?? It made me wonder how do they know what's going on, are they
> acknowleging something?? Very puzzling, almost like there is another level
> of
> reality out there or were they welcoming me into their fold as if i were
> one
> of them now. I think those people may have all been possessed and were of
> some kind of hive mentality?? That's what it seemed like. I even at one
> point
> during all this had some old guy who would ride his bike past my home and
> shout at the top of his lungs "DIE, KILL, KILL, KILL" He did this once or
> twice a day for about a couple of months. Now i'm doing much better but i
> wear a cross. So people don't be foolish, don't seek to be exalted and
> think
> you are superior because of kundalini. It all may be a trap.
>
>
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